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this wont be much of an entry just a few scrambled thoughts. so if you understand any of it congrats.
Sammy... sorry. always here for you. dont know what to do or say anymore to make things okay. i love you .
| i hate what i have done to myself,
how i have gotten so lost,
and gotten so far off track,
that i forgot about where i came from,
oh wait,
i came from a house that doesnt love me,
thats told me they are better off without me,
ive grown up with most friends,
that treat me like shit,
that are skinny as fuck,
that are gorgeous super models,
who lived and survived off puttin people down,
well i am sick of standing aside,
ive always been true to myself,
but then something happened,
and i felt i wanted to be just like you,
well fuck that,
and fuck you,
because i dont need this,
IF YOUR READING THIS NEITHER TO DO YOU,
You dont need to follow it,
step out,
be and individual,
for as much as i love all of you,
this really isnt me,
and i am not goign to live like this,
not being completely true to me.
Those are just randomness. and whether you like it or not its mine. so whatever. hope you all are having a great week. cuz i sure am not. so whatever why not just let it all fall down around me.
*im glad this is all over. and i hope things are great with you. have a nice day*