Dec 12, 2005 20:54
so many decisions to make, and i have absolutely no idea which direction i should go.
i hate the feeling of being on the outside looking in, and having no one really realizing that you aren't there. that, or they just can't remember that they once cared, so it is of no importance.
how disheartening it is to need so badly what you can never get back...
and i want nothing more than for you to show up at my door again and hold me and tell me that everything will work out in the end.