something somewhere someone someplace someday

[losticaris]

aieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

uh

I am tired, the bus ride was shorter than normal

coz I read my sandman book the whole time and I finished it

go speed reading

I miss robyn and sherri, we should hang out

I miss my late night chats with robyn tho, :(

I miss marcy, shes in enga-land

I miss my friends in vernon and kelownar too

and jen

I miss jen alot, i never talk to her ever, I wonder if she misses me too?

hum

I DO NOT HAVE A FAN CLUB I JUST DONT HAVE GUY FRIENDS haha dammit..:(

well I do, just like...not a fuckin truckload

yeah

umm

waiting for the teacher at school

yep

I didnt bring cds today

sucky

I liked this story in the sandman book about this man who had no desire to die and he never did and he kept on living because he had no desire to die, though thick and thin, and he lived for hundreds of years, it was weird but really...I dunno....it made me wonder if thats possible? if reality really has a surreal plane to it? who knows.

I had a dream that I was sitting on a bus and falling asleep but I was watching myself and I kept missing my stop over and over and the bus driver forgot I was there and when he signed out for the night he didnt even check or anything and I just slept

it makes me wonder if Im sleeping through life like that

if I dont have enough inititive

I think i wait for others or on others too much, I want them to do what i want for me

yeah