this will make you happy
when me and him started going out i was into drugs....and i was living with my frined melissa at the time.....wed spend every day together and id get high and wed chill....he didnt want me to smoke cigarettes, he didnt want me to smoke pot, he didnt want me to hang out with pete or eric.....its like he wanted me to do the things that he wanted me to do....so i ran away...big fuckin deal....id call him everynight and tell him where i was and how i was doing.....i mean put yourself in my postion david....being in a place where you cant do anything....nothing at all......and dont fuckin tel me that you wouldnt have run away.....i know you would have....see....you have parents that care about you....i dont....they just threw me around like a fuckin rag doll.....you still dont seem understand that....i mean what the fuck.....you leave me because i run away....thats a pathetic excuse to get out of a relationship....if you didnt want to go out with me anymore than you should have told me so....and you cant put rules on your girlfriend....you cant do this or im gunna dump you....or you cant smoke a cigarette or im gunna leave.....thats a littl,e fuckin selfish....i love you with all of my heart and it just seems that you have moved on....wooopdeeeefuckindoooo....congratulations.....im happy for you....if were gunna fight were gunna fight it happens.....what ever respond if you want i realy dont care at this point in time....the decision is on you this time...im sick of making choices that hurt me and make you happy....you cant make me be what you want me to be.....thats on me....when i find a place to live i will go....and i still dont fuckin understand why it is such a big fuckin deal that you broke up with me because i ran away....if you loved me you would have supported it and i guess you dont....o well....my bad falling into the hell pit and hurting myself even more.....im done trrying with you because you never listen to me and all the tears i shed are for you and its like you dont care....so im not dealing with it anymore.....im sending you a package you should get it soon...later