soooo tired
im so tired!!..i was on the phone until like 3 in the morning crying on on the phone with asim....i dont even know why....i really miss a lot of ppl and i never talk to them anymore....even my family....my brothers gone to california, my mom moved to lynn(not a big deal), i havent seen my sister in forever, i havent seen my niece, my grandmother is dieing, my aunt moe is pregnant, and my dad is still a junkie and my brother has to live with him and its really stressful...i mean..im outta pathways...why cant i just be happy?....im never really happy unless im with certain ppl and you guys know who you are and i thank you for that....its like i just wish that i could find that "happy" place...i dunno anymore...im just gunna go...