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[losthoughts929]

i sit here in the library working, while talking to my friends dad, and i finally realize that i have no life, no parents, no friends, nothing. It didnt even bother me...then i started feeling really low and such and started crying in the library...people started looking at me and were like are you ok and i was like you dont know me so who are you

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feeling like you have nothing

[anonymous]

some times i wish i had nothing. that's the way my life was once. i only had myself and what ever i could carry or hold in my fists. here it is years later and i have so much and i hate it all. fake friends, a job i fucking hate, people talking shit who don't even know me, people passing judgement on me who don't know the whole story of my shitty life. so what if i drive a nice car, have nice clothes, and make a ton of money. it's all meaningless shit if it does'nt make me happy. if i could take every thing that i have some how aquired in the last 5 years and just burn it all... the heat from that fire would give me more warmth than any thing in my life has in the last 15 years. i shared a few fleeting moments of warmth once with you long ago and i now fear that even those memories are cold and meaningless for both of us. so let me give you one small shard of advice to honor the short past we shared. be careful of what you grab onto and even more careful of what you keep. and never be afraid to let go of something if it isn't bringing you happiness. having nothing except for your self is enviable to some one who has everything except for himself.
p.s. i would burn it all for one more moment with you.

Re: feeling like you have nothing

[losthoughts929]

i love you man and taco next time say taco if this is taco