Lost in the wilderness
I dont know who i am anymore..
what im doing.
where im going.
I feel like im losing myself in things other ppl want me to do. That i did want to do and did do at one point but dont anymore. Things i dont know if im alright that i did.
Im not sure i wanna hang out with the people i did.
I dont know.
Things are... messed up.
Im being pulled in a million different directions at once. and i dont want to disappoint or hurt anyone. but i know im just hurting myself in the end. or causing myself more stress and frustration...
on the bright side
Florida was amazing.
just being away from it all.
Hangin with Rach.
I wish it coulda lasted longer.
but alas. all good things must come to an end.
im looking forward to alot of freetime..
hopefully ill get some soul searching done or something.
i dont know.
what im doing.
where im going.
I feel like im losing myself in things other ppl want me to do. That i did want to do and did do at one point but dont anymore. Things i dont know if im alright that i did.
Im not sure i wanna hang out with the people i did.
I dont know.
Things are... messed up.
Im being pulled in a million different directions at once. and i dont want to disappoint or hurt anyone. but i know im just hurting myself in the end. or causing myself more stress and frustration...
on the bright side
Florida was amazing.
just being away from it all.
Hangin with Rach.
I wish it coulda lasted longer.
but alas. all good things must come to an end.
im looking forward to alot of freetime..
hopefully ill get some soul searching done or something.
i dont know.