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[losthopeinlife]

am i really a weak person?
not physically..
i know that..
mentally...

someone told me i was.
im starting to believe it.

i guess ive changed too..

i just dont know if its for the better or the worse

and when i ask how i changed.
i know i dont get the whole story
from anyone i ask..

which bothers me.

i feel like i fucked up somewhere.

and that i just keep doing it..

or that im just not quite good enough..

i dont know..

emo mood tonight..

i want a vacation..
a go away vacation.
by myself...