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My life is a mess.
I am a mess.
I want to cry myself to sleep, not just fall asleep.
I want someone to hold me and understand me and want nothing from me but everything for me.
I have done this all to myself. My decisions are smart and responsible and honest... But it doesn't change a damn thing!
I want my family and Christmas cookies surrounding me with frosting all of my face and clothes. I don't want to work for 9 hours to make $50. I don't need the damn money, I need some good fucking energy around me.
I-I-I-I-I-I-I... should figure out a way to put myself first for a change.
I want music in my life.
I want a good mood.
FUUCK!
I am a mess.
I want to cry myself to sleep, not just fall asleep.
I want someone to hold me and understand me and want nothing from me but everything for me.
I have done this all to myself. My decisions are smart and responsible and honest... But it doesn't change a damn thing!
I want my family and Christmas cookies surrounding me with frosting all of my face and clothes. I don't want to work for 9 hours to make $50. I don't need the damn money, I need some good fucking energy around me.
I-I-I-I-I-I-I... should figure out a way to put myself first for a change.
I want music in my life.
I want a good mood.
FUUCK!