Yay for Nyquil
I miss websites. You know, the whole sh'bang. Camgirls, drama, rippers, genuinely good columns. But most of all, I miss being able to hide behind my computer all day and throw my head back with laughter at the idea of sunlight. SUNLIGHT!? Really??
As usual, I'm at a sucky place in my life right now. But luckily you've caught me at tail end of my emotional funk, because as of today I decided to make a few changes in my life that are certainly for the better. In the past month I've adopted far too many bad habits, and come to terms with a very serious one that i'm going to correct. I almost got fired from my job for being too much of a pushover, so now I've morphed into Maggie; Buisness Woman and Bitch Supreme. I got involved with a great guy, or at least I think he's a great guy. I'm doing a swell job at killing this relationship, since I can't get over the fact that someone seemingly nice is actually interested in me. I'm still waiting for the part where he tells me he's a con artist, murdered his family, kicked a puppy, or is simply telling me i'm beautiful so he can get into my pants. I keep so many secrets from him that I feel like i'm some kind of double agent. And then I begin to wonder...what if he falls in love with me? He'll be in love with this girl who seems quasi normal, not knowing she's actually a loon. Or maybe he's the one who is the loon! That's normally how it is, I attract crazies. In fact, I think i'm so freaked out over the fact that I haven't figured out his true motives..that i'm unknowingly pushing him away.
I probably should have mentioned that I've had a fever all weekend and am heavily medicated.
Fuck this! I'm packing up my fever and sniffly nose and going to pamper myself tomorrow. A good start to a nicely refreshed and newly improved Maggie. Did I mention that I dyed my hair platinum blonde and gained 15 lbs? So long anorexia, hello Breastville!
As usual, I'm at a sucky place in my life right now. But luckily you've caught me at tail end of my emotional funk, because as of today I decided to make a few changes in my life that are certainly for the better. In the past month I've adopted far too many bad habits, and come to terms with a very serious one that i'm going to correct. I almost got fired from my job for being too much of a pushover, so now I've morphed into Maggie; Buisness Woman and Bitch Supreme. I got involved with a great guy, or at least I think he's a great guy. I'm doing a swell job at killing this relationship, since I can't get over the fact that someone seemingly nice is actually interested in me. I'm still waiting for the part where he tells me he's a con artist, murdered his family, kicked a puppy, or is simply telling me i'm beautiful so he can get into my pants. I keep so many secrets from him that I feel like i'm some kind of double agent. And then I begin to wonder...what if he falls in love with me? He'll be in love with this girl who seems quasi normal, not knowing she's actually a loon. Or maybe he's the one who is the loon! That's normally how it is, I attract crazies. In fact, I think i'm so freaked out over the fact that I haven't figured out his true motives..that i'm unknowingly pushing him away.
I probably should have mentioned that I've had a fever all weekend and am heavily medicated.
Fuck this! I'm packing up my fever and sniffly nose and going to pamper myself tomorrow. A good start to a nicely refreshed and newly improved Maggie. Did I mention that I dyed my hair platinum blonde and gained 15 lbs? So long anorexia, hello Breastville!