Denial isn't just a river in Egypt
As you can probably tell, I've been pretty down these past few weeks. I decided that this was the weekend that I would just get over it. Put it behind me, move on, stop sulking, all that good stuff. I've always given myself a certain time limit for my emotions, as robotic as that sounds. Like when i'm really upset, I tell myself "Ok..you can count to five and be as pissed off as you can possibly get. But when that five seconds is up, that's it. No more". I also use that technique for jeleousy, vanity, and giddyness. It's not really a healthy thing to do, but it works.
It isn't so much that I'm feeling better, but i'm coming to terms with the things in my life. Like accpetance, you know? Acceptance is certainly better than denial. I think. I've been laying in bed all day snuggling my cat. She's a good therapist, very little talking and lots of listening. Haha, sad. I'm going to go paint and pass out somewhere before my 4am bike ride. I've been riding alot lately, ontop of some kick-boxing. It's good for stress relief. I've lost whatever weight I had gained in my chest though, that sucks. But hey, what's more important..big boobs or being able to break someones neck with your thighs? Yeah that's what I thought. (Kidding. Or am I??)
It isn't so much that I'm feeling better, but i'm coming to terms with the things in my life. Like accpetance, you know? Acceptance is certainly better than denial. I think. I've been laying in bed all day snuggling my cat. She's a good therapist, very little talking and lots of listening. Haha, sad. I'm going to go paint and pass out somewhere before my 4am bike ride. I've been riding alot lately, ontop of some kick-boxing. It's good for stress relief. I've lost whatever weight I had gained in my chest though, that sucks. But hey, what's more important..big boobs or being able to break someones neck with your thighs? Yeah that's what I thought. (Kidding. Or am I??)