Tethered through Time.
It's funny how easy it is for me to be pulled back into thought of the past. I'm grateful for it all, but it makes me sad.
It's just one of those nights.
Life right now is pretty good. There isn't too much I could really complain about.
I am still looking for that person who understands me though.
Sometimes I feel like I try too hard to obtain a normal life. It would take too long for me to elaborate, so I'm just going to leave it up for interpretation.
On a quick side note: I bought final Fantasy I on my iPhone. I named my characters as followed:
Warrior: Vyse (Skies of Arcadia: Legends)
Thief: Rikku (Final Fantasy X)
White Mage: Namine (Kingdom Hearts series)
Black Mage: Vaati (Legend of Zelda series)
I want to post this somewhere and find someone who gets all 4 references.
FFX is definitely my favorite Final Fantasy game so far. Final Fantasy VII was too hyped up for me, and frankly, I feel like I'm the only one who doesn't fully understand it, story-wise. I really don't.
Anyway, I miss old friends.
I hate being alone for so long.
I'm still terrified for the future, although I'm actually on a path as of right now.
I still doubt myself sometimes.
I feel like I need to occupy myself with friends in order to keep my thoughts from catching up to me.
I need to lose a little bit of weigh, but dieting has never been so hard before, which is why I fear that I'm heading down a steep path towards obesity, although as of right now, I still look skinny.
I really enjoy drinking, but I don't like drinking by myself. It tastes different.
I still love serving.
I need a vacation.
I want to travel, but I have no one to travel with.
I'm still picky with people.
I definitely want to own a business in the far future.
I want to sleep, but I also don't want to miss anything.
I've only accomplished about 2 things on my bucket list that I started a couple years ago. This upsets me.
I want to be more fun.
I want to be more loved.
I still crave attention and acceptance.
I don't understand why. I'm being silly, but I know it's normal. I don't like it.
Although I know that most likely no one will ever read this, I still want to be heard.
I need someone to listen to me.
But I'm afraid of being "one of those people."
I hate being a hypocrite of certain things.
That's why I don't post much on facebook.
Although things are good right now, my life is still missing a few things.
It's just one of those nights.
Life right now is pretty good. There isn't too much I could really complain about.
I am still looking for that person who understands me though.
Sometimes I feel like I try too hard to obtain a normal life. It would take too long for me to elaborate, so I'm just going to leave it up for interpretation.
On a quick side note: I bought final Fantasy I on my iPhone. I named my characters as followed:
Warrior: Vyse (Skies of Arcadia: Legends)
Thief: Rikku (Final Fantasy X)
White Mage: Namine (Kingdom Hearts series)
Black Mage: Vaati (Legend of Zelda series)
I want to post this somewhere and find someone who gets all 4 references.
FFX is definitely my favorite Final Fantasy game so far. Final Fantasy VII was too hyped up for me, and frankly, I feel like I'm the only one who doesn't fully understand it, story-wise. I really don't.
Anyway, I miss old friends.
I hate being alone for so long.
I'm still terrified for the future, although I'm actually on a path as of right now.
I still doubt myself sometimes.
I feel like I need to occupy myself with friends in order to keep my thoughts from catching up to me.
I need to lose a little bit of weigh, but dieting has never been so hard before, which is why I fear that I'm heading down a steep path towards obesity, although as of right now, I still look skinny.
I really enjoy drinking, but I don't like drinking by myself. It tastes different.
I still love serving.
I need a vacation.
I want to travel, but I have no one to travel with.
I'm still picky with people.
I definitely want to own a business in the far future.
I want to sleep, but I also don't want to miss anything.
I've only accomplished about 2 things on my bucket list that I started a couple years ago. This upsets me.
I want to be more fun.
I want to be more loved.
I still crave attention and acceptance.
I don't understand why. I'm being silly, but I know it's normal. I don't like it.
Although I know that most likely no one will ever read this, I still want to be heard.
I need someone to listen to me.
But I'm afraid of being "one of those people."
I hate being a hypocrite of certain things.
That's why I don't post much on facebook.
Although things are good right now, my life is still missing a few things.