Why?
Why is it that everytime i try to make something special or try to do something special, it either becomes no big deal or something screws it up, or the way i thought it out was juss too good to be true and i let myself down. Sometimes i feel like i try too hard others i feel like i dont try enough. and another thing, yes im loved, yes im liked...but sometimes i don feel wanted! Why? I dunno, but i do see that i have a great life!! God is so good to me!! Even though im confused i still see the truth in how blessed i am with everything!! Great parents, great relationship with God, good living conditions and all, and the most awesome girl i could ever ask for! Well now i feel better!!! Its good to look at all the blessings when ur confused!! i dont even know why i wrote all this so u can juss think to urself "What is that?" yea its juss me thinkin and writing, yea i know how dangerous it is if my head gets out but this doesn't seem to be THAT bad. Well n e way im out!