derka derka
hmmm where to start where to start
I think i will start with....... the weekend
last weekend was a three day weekend
but you knew that
so friday was just a really long day
and i dont think i remmeber what i did
shit so confused
i do know that
wait!
i rememebr
ok so friday i hung out with tommywait
no friday i hung out with parker
yup friday i hung out with parker at his house and we watched "a lot like love" and thats a cute movie
and we played old school nintendo
that was probably my favorite part
i have decided that i am really in love with cuddling
more like addicted
Parker showed me a side of himself that i didnt get a chance to see when we went out last year..
And then i went to the movies with tommy on saturday
we saw Jarhead
i cried, i felt so horrible about wanting to quit the guard.. but i know that im not ready and that i just cant do it this way
i know that going in as an officer i wont get as much respect, but.. hell.. i think im ok with that.. there still is some respect that had to be there...
it was really great spending time with tommy.. he held me while i cried and that was just a good feeling...
we got food and went to his house and watched a movie..
and again witht the cuddling, but this time it was different because tommy still likes me, and i guess i still like him too but... im stupid..
then i went home... i didnt get out of my pajama's at all on sunday.. which was nice... there was a gilmore girls marathon on and that was exactly what i needed..
monday was fun i got out of school really early and just hung out with tiffany for EVER, and then i went to work..
first time i had been to work in a week... and it was fun becuase Machado's scheduals seem to be the same, so i always get to work with him... he's such a flirt...
he remembered my burger... which is odd, since it always changes.. then we went out to the pit and smoked, and flirted and talked and then he drove me home and i think that was when he flirted the most.. i almost asked him if he wanted my number but i didnt...
i dont want to date anyone from work anyways..
today has been a really long day..
and not really eventful.. jason got student of the month..
its wierd that he's one of my best friends..
he doesnt seem to like me very much..
and i think that that is about it...
xoxo
nicki
I think i will start with....... the weekend
last weekend was a three day weekend
but you knew that
so friday was just a really long day
and i dont think i remmeber what i did
shit so confused
i do know that
wait!
i rememebr
ok so friday i hung out with tommywait
no friday i hung out with parker
yup friday i hung out with parker at his house and we watched "a lot like love" and thats a cute movie
and we played old school nintendo
that was probably my favorite part
i have decided that i am really in love with cuddling
more like addicted
Parker showed me a side of himself that i didnt get a chance to see when we went out last year..
And then i went to the movies with tommy on saturday
we saw Jarhead
i cried, i felt so horrible about wanting to quit the guard.. but i know that im not ready and that i just cant do it this way
i know that going in as an officer i wont get as much respect, but.. hell.. i think im ok with that.. there still is some respect that had to be there...
it was really great spending time with tommy.. he held me while i cried and that was just a good feeling...
we got food and went to his house and watched a movie..
and again witht the cuddling, but this time it was different because tommy still likes me, and i guess i still like him too but... im stupid..
then i went home... i didnt get out of my pajama's at all on sunday.. which was nice... there was a gilmore girls marathon on and that was exactly what i needed..
monday was fun i got out of school really early and just hung out with tiffany for EVER, and then i went to work..
first time i had been to work in a week... and it was fun becuase Machado's scheduals seem to be the same, so i always get to work with him... he's such a flirt...
he remembered my burger... which is odd, since it always changes.. then we went out to the pit and smoked, and flirted and talked and then he drove me home and i think that was when he flirted the most.. i almost asked him if he wanted my number but i didnt...
i dont want to date anyone from work anyways..
today has been a really long day..
and not really eventful.. jason got student of the month..
its wierd that he's one of my best friends..
he doesnt seem to like me very much..
and i think that that is about it...
xoxo
nicki