Jun 06, 2005 17:20
10 reasons to hate me (don't worry, you wont be the only one):
1. i'm stupid- i dont see the things that are right in front of me.
2. i'm flaky- i switch topics with out any thoughtt.
3. i'm get bad grades- i failed chem
4. i am a cold, hard, emotionless person- i supposedly have no feelings.
5. i lie- not about big things, that would actually affect any one other than myself, but i still do.
6. i'm fat and i eat to much- it's true, just ask my parents and their "significant others"
7. i'm useless- i cant do anything that actually helps anyone. i try, but, as usual, i fail.
8. i hurt ppl- and the worst part is that i dont realize it, and once i do, it makes me feel like i should kill myself.
9. i pretend i actually like myself- i've convinced myself i do. but when bad things happen, i realize how much i've diluted myself, and how much i truly, honestly, hate me. i completely understand why anyone would hate me.
10. i'm a horrible person- u cant argue that. i am. i am the worst person alive. i really, really am.
10 reasons why i hate me:
1. Look above.
2. i can never reach my own goals, no matter how low i set them. i'm one of those ppl who has big dreams, but can never, by no means, reach them.
3. i'm a push-over- i'm not saying i should be mean, but i do w/e any one tells me to do.
4. i'm a dreamer- i waste my entire life day dreaming that i'm going to save the world, make it a better place, see my name on the cover of a book.. pls! as if that were ever going to happen to me... God doesnt give those oppertunities to ppl like me.
5. i'm lazy- i never DO nething.
6. i'm a dissapointment to everyone around me- ask my mom, or better yet, my friends...
7. no matter how hard i try i'm never good enough- if i did st that was good enough for me, it's not enough for my parents, and if it is for them, it's not for me. i have never been, and never will be good enough.
8. i eat too much- see above
9. i want greatness- i hate this bc i try so hard, so incredibly hard, but i know it will never happen. i will always be just laura, that girl i knew once, the lesser child, the failure.
10. i think ppl like me- i hate myself for thinking ppl actually like me. yeah right. nobody like's me. maybe they do for a min. then the realize how awful i am realize they shouldnt. and the worst part is- they're right.