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The fact that money is the cause of most of my stress pisses me off.
And makes me hate and angry at people who have money.
I'm not even that poor or anything.
It's just I go to a school full of rich kids because of the area, and most the people I know have more money than me.
Most kids parents pay for there tickets to winter formal, or for club soccer.
Can't I just have some respect AT LEAST? Instead of a "why the hell do you want to do that?"
So i guess I'm going to pay for my ticket with my own money, leaving me with nothing and I'm going to wear the dress I wore to Bryna's quincenera which isn't really that formal BUT FUCK IT!
Whatever happened to encouragement? Cause that's something I don't think I've ever felt ooze out from this house. Encouragement to NOT do things perhaps.
I'm different from my syblings, I like different things, just because they don't find some things fun doesn't mean I don't, just like how I don't really care about video games.
I worked really hard this summer and I would again in a heartbeat because it was fulfilling even without the money. But as far as I can see I gained NO EFFING RESPECT FOR IT.
And makes me hate and angry at people who have money.
I'm not even that poor or anything.
It's just I go to a school full of rich kids because of the area, and most the people I know have more money than me.
Most kids parents pay for there tickets to winter formal, or for club soccer.
Can't I just have some respect AT LEAST? Instead of a "why the hell do you want to do that?"
So i guess I'm going to pay for my ticket with my own money, leaving me with nothing and I'm going to wear the dress I wore to Bryna's quincenera which isn't really that formal BUT FUCK IT!
Whatever happened to encouragement? Cause that's something I don't think I've ever felt ooze out from this house. Encouragement to NOT do things perhaps.
I'm different from my syblings, I like different things, just because they don't find some things fun doesn't mean I don't, just like how I don't really care about video games.
I worked really hard this summer and I would again in a heartbeat because it was fulfilling even without the money. But as far as I can see I gained NO EFFING RESPECT FOR IT.