I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I keep saying I’ll sleep, that I’ll get out of this habit of staying awake all night but just end up sleeping all day and missing school. I can’t miss school anymore or I’ll probably end up in jail or something. I hate school, well I don’t hate school in general in fact I love school, I love learning I just hate this school. I dug myself a hole so deep I’m going to be spending all of next year working my ass off to get to 220 credits to graduate. I would be pretty much there this year but for most of the year I wasn’t in school then I went to independent study and now I’m in continuation school. This isn’t how I wanted to remember my high school days. I would do anything short of murder to go back and just do it all over again knowing what I know now but that is impossible. I don’t know why I’m still rambling; I guess I’ve finally gone insane.