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I... ::sighs softly:: I do not know what to say, except for danke. I never should have doubted you. I did not want you to read that letter, no, but... Maybe you are right, it is better that you did. In any case... ::smiles a little, eyes watery:: Danke. And, ahm, about the medicine, if you want me to keep making it for you I am perfectly willing to do so, and I apologize because it probably did not sound that way in the letter I wrote. If you would rather have the notes and do it yourself, though, I can give them to you... But... If you would rather not, then of course I will make them. I already know how, and they seem to work just fine, and I promised you that I would help you in any way I could, so if this is the best way for me to help, then I will gladly do so.
I am so glad that you are still willing to help me in anything I need, including going home. I... I still do not know what to think about that... I belong in Munich, and I feel most comfortable there, and it is the only place in which I can live out my dreams, and yet if I ever get the chance to go back, it is going to be an impossibly hard thing to do if it means leaving you here. And yet perhaps in spirit we will always be together. I love the ring you gave me, and will wear it always. As a symbol of an undying friendship with you, it is probably the most valuable thing I own. I realize now something I did not realize before. In every other conflict we have had together, we always managed to grow closer as a result. I thought that in breaking up, this was a different situation, but... I do not think it is different at all, actually. We have again grown closer as a result of such a dire change. I am glad to have you as my friend, Edward, and I am glad to be your friend. I do not need to say this again, but I will, anyway- if you ever need someone to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, or a safe place to stay, I am here for you, and I always will be; if not in person, then in spirit.
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I am so glad that you are still willing to help me in anything I need, including going home. I... I still do not know what to think about that... I belong in Munich, and I feel most comfortable there, and it is the only place in which I can live out my dreams, and yet if I ever get the chance to go back, it is going to be an impossibly hard thing to do if it means leaving you here. And yet perhaps in spirit we will always be together. I love the ring you gave me, and will wear it always. As a symbol of an undying friendship with you, it is probably the most valuable thing I own. I realize now something I did not realize before. In every other conflict we have had together, we always managed to grow closer as a result. I thought that in breaking up, this was a different situation, but... I do not think it is different at all, actually. We have again grown closer as a result of such a dire change. I am glad to have you as my friend, Edward, and I am glad to be your friend. I do not need to say this again, but I will, anyway- if you ever need someone to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, or a safe place to stay, I am here for you, and I always will be; if not in person, then in spirit.
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