Nov 28, 2003 00:55
Im not sure where to turn to... Every direction seems to point to a dead end. I am nothing without you. I need you to stare me in the eyes and tell me everything is going to be okay. I gave up about everything i had for you and you gave me nothing but hell in return. Yet I yearn for you. Yet you yearn for her its a huge cycle all over again. And i am sick of this cycle. I hope you make her happy. I hope she cares for you as much as i did. And when you look to the sky with her by your side i hope you think of me and those nights we would stare together at the moon and the bright red planet next to it. I hope you think of these stars on my hips and how you would gently glide your hands across them. But those days are over forever and you will never touch me like you once did. I will learn to forget you though. I will find someone new. And hopefully they will know how to stich this broken heart i have back together. Im gonna let go of you now and not look back. I will stop thinking about you being with her and i will move on. I might have lost you but i refuse to loose my happiness with that...
HOWEVER: NO ONE WILL BE LIKE YOU ARE AND NOW MATTER WHAT YOU DO TO ME I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER....