whats happening to me

[lostemokid]

wow my life is really screwed up right now. i hat being away from my friends all the time. it sucks i feel alone half the time as if no one cares. i know they do but it's hard to hang out when i live so far away. we do get together like once a week and it's the happiest day for me. i have so many problems that i have to deal with right now. good i wish i was still a little kid with no problems in the world. i need someone to talk to and the one person that i can open up to can't even see me for what i have no clue. god and that is the worst feeling in the world not being able to even see that person. god my life is shit right now. im gonna stop before i get all worked up.

-Tom-