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i don't know where i stand anymore. i wanted so much, and still kind of do, but now that some things seem possible i dont even know that i really want them. i can never be happy because i want something so bad when i cant have it but when i can i get confused. i always make the wrong descision too... i just try to go with life and see where it takes me, but then i end up here..but then i feel the same way when i work for the things i want.. i need answers that no one can give me.