School has really been so amazing. I love being a Junior.
Today was a good day.
I feel like things may have gone a little awry with Seth today but it's okay, I won't worry, it'll get better I'm sure. I've lost all connection with Makila and I don't know what's going to happen with Seth and Lauren and Laida and possible Mike. I really hope I can stay friends with them. They are my sanity and what gets me through the day. I've also begun to make friends with Alma and she's so amazing and so that makes me really happy.
Elizabeth and I had mucho funo today. Well, at least I did. We had double block Comparative Religion and her and I and Seth were just so amused by everything. But fucking apparently Ashley didn't think it was too funny because when Elizabeth and I were forced to work with her and Emma she copped this huge attitude. I can understand being in a bad mood, but she was wicked mean and she's never been like that to me before. She was like GOD! I hate this class so much, I don't even hate the class I just hate the maturity level of the people in it! And she was clearly talking about me. I was soooo pissed.
BUT! Today was the first rehearsal for Lysistrata and I was so excited because I've never had a real rehearsal before. Who cares if I have less than 20 lines, I'm in a whole bunch of "scenes" and somebody had to do the part. And plus it's gonna be sooooooo funny. There are sooo many penis jokes it is fucking hilarious! In one line Tom has to say something about fucking and literally use the word fuck and David (the director) doesn't want him to so everytime it comes up he says "love hard" instead of fuck. Oh god.
Unfortunately for me, I had to miss the first part of the rehearsal though because I had a doctor's appointment because they're putting me on steroids to stop this itchiness from my poison ivy. But thank god it's not contagious. And they said the only effect from the steroids would be loopiness which means since I take it at night I'm gonna have crazy trippy dreams for the next couple weeks. Sweet.
Also, I don't know yet if it's that big of a deal, but I got called back for Catalyst. Which is better than the people who were told to go see Jodi to "discuss" their audition. Now they've narrowed down who isn't good and they're putting them in one group to find out who is good out of the not good group. Make sense?
I've spent a lot of time with Josh lately, that's making me really happy. We talk about all sorts of stuff in the car ride.
Last night my grandmother kept me awake for an hour after I went to bed with her rambling about how there is people in her room. Her macular degeneration in combination with her dementia makes her think she sees things and people in her room at night. And then she tells them to come sit on he bed and talk (so she knows where she is) but then she gets mad when they don't because obviously they're not there. So then she starts screaming that they need to leave and she shouldn't have visitors at the hour but obviously they don't go. So I go in there and turn on the light and tell her there's nothing there and she gets all frustrated and starts to cry. And I just can't deal with that.
And then she goes and gets herself up at 5 this morning and wakes me up with her puttering around the house shouting because she can't find her glasses. Damn her. I lost 2 hours of sleep last night.
Today I made the most amazing schedule change ever. I thought of it during meditation and for some bizarre reason all my teachers said yes. So this is how it will go...
Mon. - A. Meditation/B. Philosophy
Tues. - A.B. Double Philosophy
Wed. - A.B. Double Honors Study
Thurs. - A. Philosophy/B. Taekwondo
Fri. - A. Honors Study/B. Philosophy
And so somehow it really works out because the double block for period A is on Wed. and the double block for period B. is Tuesdays. Normally, on Thursdays I would have Meditation and then Philosophy just like on Mondays, but I still really wanna do Taekwondo. So, on Thursdays only I'll take Philosophy first and then take Taekwondo. This only changes the time and not the amount of Philosophy class that I have, and I can get credit for Meditation, Taekwondo, and Study all in Period A. I am so amazing.
So now, all I have to worry about is getting into the African company. I think I'll make it.
Also, I think I like someone at school. I'm not positive though....
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I feel like things may have gone a little awry with Seth today but it's okay, I won't worry, it'll get better I'm sure. I've lost all connection with Makila and I don't know what's going to happen with Seth and Lauren and Laida and possible Mike. I really hope I can stay friends with them. They are my sanity and what gets me through the day. I've also begun to make friends with Alma and she's so amazing and so that makes me really happy.
Elizabeth and I had mucho funo today. Well, at least I did. We had double block Comparative Religion and her and I and Seth were just so amused by everything. But fucking apparently Ashley didn't think it was too funny because when Elizabeth and I were forced to work with her and Emma she copped this huge attitude. I can understand being in a bad mood, but she was wicked mean and she's never been like that to me before. She was like GOD! I hate this class so much, I don't even hate the class I just hate the maturity level of the people in it! And she was clearly talking about me. I was soooo pissed.
BUT! Today was the first rehearsal for Lysistrata and I was so excited because I've never had a real rehearsal before. Who cares if I have less than 20 lines, I'm in a whole bunch of "scenes" and somebody had to do the part. And plus it's gonna be sooooooo funny. There are sooo many penis jokes it is fucking hilarious! In one line Tom has to say something about fucking and literally use the word fuck and David (the director) doesn't want him to so everytime it comes up he says "love hard" instead of fuck. Oh god.
Unfortunately for me, I had to miss the first part of the rehearsal though because I had a doctor's appointment because they're putting me on steroids to stop this itchiness from my poison ivy. But thank god it's not contagious. And they said the only effect from the steroids would be loopiness which means since I take it at night I'm gonna have crazy trippy dreams for the next couple weeks. Sweet.
Also, I don't know yet if it's that big of a deal, but I got called back for Catalyst. Which is better than the people who were told to go see Jodi to "discuss" their audition. Now they've narrowed down who isn't good and they're putting them in one group to find out who is good out of the not good group. Make sense?
I've spent a lot of time with Josh lately, that's making me really happy. We talk about all sorts of stuff in the car ride.
Last night my grandmother kept me awake for an hour after I went to bed with her rambling about how there is people in her room. Her macular degeneration in combination with her dementia makes her think she sees things and people in her room at night. And then she tells them to come sit on he bed and talk (so she knows where she is) but then she gets mad when they don't because obviously they're not there. So then she starts screaming that they need to leave and she shouldn't have visitors at the hour but obviously they don't go. So I go in there and turn on the light and tell her there's nothing there and she gets all frustrated and starts to cry. And I just can't deal with that.
And then she goes and gets herself up at 5 this morning and wakes me up with her puttering around the house shouting because she can't find her glasses. Damn her. I lost 2 hours of sleep last night.
Today I made the most amazing schedule change ever. I thought of it during meditation and for some bizarre reason all my teachers said yes. So this is how it will go...
Mon. - A. Meditation/B. Philosophy
Tues. - A.B. Double Philosophy
Wed. - A.B. Double Honors Study
Thurs. - A. Philosophy/B. Taekwondo
Fri. - A. Honors Study/B. Philosophy
And so somehow it really works out because the double block for period A is on Wed. and the double block for period B. is Tuesdays. Normally, on Thursdays I would have Meditation and then Philosophy just like on Mondays, but I still really wanna do Taekwondo. So, on Thursdays only I'll take Philosophy first and then take Taekwondo. This only changes the time and not the amount of Philosophy class that I have, and I can get credit for Meditation, Taekwondo, and Study all in Period A. I am so amazing.
So now, all I have to worry about is getting into the African company. I think I'll make it.
Also, I think I like someone at school. I'm not positive though....
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