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k soo tomorrow is my last day of high school ever. my last day of getting up to be at school by 740ish. last a,b,e,f,g,h block. its so insane! i dont even know where the time went but all i know is that as sad and nostalgic as i am, its time. its time to move on and grow up to bigger things. (such as senior project :p) its just so weird though. theres no point in holding on to that sterotypicalness of hs, but we all want to in some way. im glad i got through it though. woo.
and so yea easter was last sunday and it was one of the shittiest easters everr :) we had to stand in the very back like window of the church as in not even in the church, the lobby. star of the sea is so pointless because you dont hear about jesus resurrection, you hear about father steel's lame life. then i drove to lowell where it hit me that my grandfather really did die. it wasnt my imagination and that hes not there and hes not coming back. it was weird. we went to his grave though. then it was another hour drive to natick to visit my other grandfather in the hospital. poor guy.. then i had a migrane and was nausious by 9 and had to drive home. yay easter!
oh! and i saw keri on the way out and she told me steve died. steve is a 19 year old kid from natick who i know kinda sorta well who is now dead from durg overdose. yeaaa... i think itd be appropraite to say "hugs not drugs"
but thats that. and all i can thik about is tomorrow is my last day of high school except i dont know what to think anymore. im nervous about my senior project but i know ill end up enjoying it.
cheers to the class of '07! ;)
and so yea easter was last sunday and it was one of the shittiest easters everr :) we had to stand in the very back like window of the church as in not even in the church, the lobby. star of the sea is so pointless because you dont hear about jesus resurrection, you hear about father steel's lame life. then i drove to lowell where it hit me that my grandfather really did die. it wasnt my imagination and that hes not there and hes not coming back. it was weird. we went to his grave though. then it was another hour drive to natick to visit my other grandfather in the hospital. poor guy.. then i had a migrane and was nausious by 9 and had to drive home. yay easter!
oh! and i saw keri on the way out and she told me steve died. steve is a 19 year old kid from natick who i know kinda sorta well who is now dead from durg overdose. yeaaa... i think itd be appropraite to say "hugs not drugs"
but thats that. and all i can thik about is tomorrow is my last day of high school except i dont know what to think anymore. im nervous about my senior project but i know ill end up enjoying it.
cheers to the class of '07! ;)