i have been neglecting my lame livejournal for 2 months :)
so a shit load has happened to two months.
i had my crazyy ass weekend with midwinter arts festival including marat sade, the a capella competiton and then the nec cheering competition.
so lets see marat sade is kick ass and my hair is all crazy teasted for the show and it took me 2 1/2 hours to get out... that was a friday.
then on saturday was nchsa. 2 schools from beverly. lumi and jewel tones and a school from western mass thats like an arts cahrter school.
so poor beverly was terrible.. and if the whole world didnt know already we beat the jewel tones which ws completely unexpected and heartbreaking and bad and a mess. and OH i got best vocal percussion which was crazy. but anyway anybody whose anybody though jt was going to win and they expected it and it was an utmost disaster, and still kind of is.. they were so upset and we were upset for them and the people got ugly. saying we were the jewel tones rejects, we stole their competition, that we didnt deserve it really horrible things that made me cry. we couldnt even be happy that we won no matter what anyone says but its been made clear now that they are jus really sore losers but you know what i love them and theres really nothing anyone can do. and if we had been the ones to loose no one would have given a rats us about us because you know "its not as important to us" but no one understand we had been working for the competiton for 2 years and it DID mean a lot to us. so there.
then that night i went and slept over joelles for our competition the next morning. and once again people were talking shit about me for no reason. i jsut dont understand why they hated me its ridiculous but you know what im not gonna cry about it. anyway out warmup was disgustingly bad and we were doomed to fail. and i just wanted us to do so good. the football girls were there, terry.. i mena with terry even though i know she doesnt remember me i jsut wanted to show her to myself that i can do it. yeaaa anyway though. we pulled it off and got 5th place :) i was so proud of them. <3
that was that weekend.
so then exactly a month ago
my gramps, who i lived with for 10 years, who taught me how to ride a bike, always did puzzles and was like my dad got really really sick. and after i came home from sakting that night the hospital called and said we had to go in right away because he stopped responding to treatment. and so there i was going into boston to hopefully say goodbye to my grandfather at 1230 am. and i even called amanda molloy because thats how upsettting it was. and we made it in time. and it was so sad to see him that way. and i told him everything, whatever that means. and then as we were talking about a goodtime, a funny time. he passed. i cant believe i was there when he actually physically died. the nurse caem in and confermed there was no heartbeat. i collapsed and almost passed out from hyperventalating. i could not believe it. i still cant. so my february vacation was his wake and funeral. no snowboarding trip. my lowell friends were there for me, it was really sweet of them. i just cant believe my gramps wont be sitting on his chair anymore. my family is amazing and i got to talk to my cousin craig a little cuz his grandfather and mine were twins. i understand that my grandfather had lung cancer and that he needed to be with his brother, but i dont really want to accept any of it.
i dont want to type this stuff anymore.
after that...... march came all of a sudden and 2 weeks/ a week ago more important stuff happened such as
drama festival 2007 was hosted by us on march 3!! it was the most fun day iv had in a while. i finally got to MC which iv been waiting for since freshman year.. and it was just and absolute blast!!!! =D i loved the shows.. besides st marys who i refused to watch cuz they sucked anyway except for like 2 kids. harrison and i hosted lynn classical who did an amazing show about a rape trial :) anyway marat sade kicked ass. i dont remember the last time i was so into the moment in a show. it was amazing. we moved on ofcorse along with cambridge's "charlottes web" which was absolutely sick. and andover (who is close to my heart/home) with troop 54 which was funny but not as funyn as everyone made it out to be. it ws obnoxious. BUT THE KID WHO WROTE IT!! and who iv known of for 2 years, justin colombo, umm I DID MRT WITH HIM IN THE KING AND I!!!!!!!!!! i couldnt believe he was the same person. he was louis and i was chululongkorn, i had scenes with him man!!! i found it really exciting =D
anywayyyyyyy. the dance party was sooooo much fun except for the creep tewksbury guy who was sketchy in a nice but ugly and uhh other things way. :p oh and marat sade got poop loads of awards INCLUDING THE PATIENTS!! haha we rock =D i love fest and i wanna go to states!
THEN! CHEERING. march 7. i couldnt believe it was my last day of cheering. i love cheering. anyway we didnt do as good as nec's but we still got 6th!!! IM GO FRIGGEN HAPPY SAUGUS WON THOUGH INSTEAD OF DANVERS FOR THE 2748923748923 YEAR :) good job to them. and we made such god friends with lynn english. i love them too. and i love my coaches and even though the girls on my team dont like me i still like them and im proud of us and im really going to miss most parts of cheering but for now im glad its over cuz its such a long damn season. oh and i got all sad at the boys states game when it was my last time cheering at a game ever. whatever we all know im cheering in college so its ok. but ya. anywayyyyyyy :p thats that. i handed in my uniform :( guhh
um so now like current stuff.. drama fest semi finals is possibly tomorrow in westford where apparently my long lost annoying neighbor in natick, nicki chick goes. but anywayyyyy! it might be post poned till sunday in that case im going snowboarding. today i attemped to get a prom dress and its such a long story that gives me a headache but basicalyl im going to be happy and look goregeous either way haha. so anyway im still waiting to hear fomr northeastern. anyy day now :/ i need to friggen go there. theres a monthish left of school for senior project people. btw somehow we pulled of 2 kick ass nights of senior show. haha it was crazy and fun and i loved it. i also <3 my bf haha. no i do. really really. oh! tomorrow is totally st pattys day haha. im irish too ;) but yeaa that shud be about it surprisingly.
i had my crazyy ass weekend with midwinter arts festival including marat sade, the a capella competiton and then the nec cheering competition.
so lets see marat sade is kick ass and my hair is all crazy teasted for the show and it took me 2 1/2 hours to get out... that was a friday.
then on saturday was nchsa. 2 schools from beverly. lumi and jewel tones and a school from western mass thats like an arts cahrter school.
so poor beverly was terrible.. and if the whole world didnt know already we beat the jewel tones which ws completely unexpected and heartbreaking and bad and a mess. and OH i got best vocal percussion which was crazy. but anyway anybody whose anybody though jt was going to win and they expected it and it was an utmost disaster, and still kind of is.. they were so upset and we were upset for them and the people got ugly. saying we were the jewel tones rejects, we stole their competition, that we didnt deserve it really horrible things that made me cry. we couldnt even be happy that we won no matter what anyone says but its been made clear now that they are jus really sore losers but you know what i love them and theres really nothing anyone can do. and if we had been the ones to loose no one would have given a rats us about us because you know "its not as important to us" but no one understand we had been working for the competiton for 2 years and it DID mean a lot to us. so there.
then that night i went and slept over joelles for our competition the next morning. and once again people were talking shit about me for no reason. i jsut dont understand why they hated me its ridiculous but you know what im not gonna cry about it. anyway out warmup was disgustingly bad and we were doomed to fail. and i just wanted us to do so good. the football girls were there, terry.. i mena with terry even though i know she doesnt remember me i jsut wanted to show her to myself that i can do it. yeaaa anyway though. we pulled it off and got 5th place :) i was so proud of them. <3
that was that weekend.
so then exactly a month ago
my gramps, who i lived with for 10 years, who taught me how to ride a bike, always did puzzles and was like my dad got really really sick. and after i came home from sakting that night the hospital called and said we had to go in right away because he stopped responding to treatment. and so there i was going into boston to hopefully say goodbye to my grandfather at 1230 am. and i even called amanda molloy because thats how upsettting it was. and we made it in time. and it was so sad to see him that way. and i told him everything, whatever that means. and then as we were talking about a goodtime, a funny time. he passed. i cant believe i was there when he actually physically died. the nurse caem in and confermed there was no heartbeat. i collapsed and almost passed out from hyperventalating. i could not believe it. i still cant. so my february vacation was his wake and funeral. no snowboarding trip. my lowell friends were there for me, it was really sweet of them. i just cant believe my gramps wont be sitting on his chair anymore. my family is amazing and i got to talk to my cousin craig a little cuz his grandfather and mine were twins. i understand that my grandfather had lung cancer and that he needed to be with his brother, but i dont really want to accept any of it.
i dont want to type this stuff anymore.
after that...... march came all of a sudden and 2 weeks/ a week ago more important stuff happened such as
drama festival 2007 was hosted by us on march 3!! it was the most fun day iv had in a while. i finally got to MC which iv been waiting for since freshman year.. and it was just and absolute blast!!!! =D i loved the shows.. besides st marys who i refused to watch cuz they sucked anyway except for like 2 kids. harrison and i hosted lynn classical who did an amazing show about a rape trial :) anyway marat sade kicked ass. i dont remember the last time i was so into the moment in a show. it was amazing. we moved on ofcorse along with cambridge's "charlottes web" which was absolutely sick. and andover (who is close to my heart/home) with troop 54 which was funny but not as funyn as everyone made it out to be. it ws obnoxious. BUT THE KID WHO WROTE IT!! and who iv known of for 2 years, justin colombo, umm I DID MRT WITH HIM IN THE KING AND I!!!!!!!!!! i couldnt believe he was the same person. he was louis and i was chululongkorn, i had scenes with him man!!! i found it really exciting =D
anywayyyyyyy. the dance party was sooooo much fun except for the creep tewksbury guy who was sketchy in a nice but ugly and uhh other things way. :p oh and marat sade got poop loads of awards INCLUDING THE PATIENTS!! haha we rock =D i love fest and i wanna go to states!
THEN! CHEERING. march 7. i couldnt believe it was my last day of cheering. i love cheering. anyway we didnt do as good as nec's but we still got 6th!!! IM GO FRIGGEN HAPPY SAUGUS WON THOUGH INSTEAD OF DANVERS FOR THE 2748923748923 YEAR :) good job to them. and we made such god friends with lynn english. i love them too. and i love my coaches and even though the girls on my team dont like me i still like them and im proud of us and im really going to miss most parts of cheering but for now im glad its over cuz its such a long damn season. oh and i got all sad at the boys states game when it was my last time cheering at a game ever. whatever we all know im cheering in college so its ok. but ya. anywayyyyyyy :p thats that. i handed in my uniform :( guhh
um so now like current stuff.. drama fest semi finals is possibly tomorrow in westford where apparently my long lost annoying neighbor in natick, nicki chick goes. but anywayyyyy! it might be post poned till sunday in that case im going snowboarding. today i attemped to get a prom dress and its such a long story that gives me a headache but basicalyl im going to be happy and look goregeous either way haha. so anyway im still waiting to hear fomr northeastern. anyy day now :/ i need to friggen go there. theres a monthish left of school for senior project people. btw somehow we pulled of 2 kick ass nights of senior show. haha it was crazy and fun and i loved it. i also <3 my bf haha. no i do. really really. oh! tomorrow is totally st pattys day haha. im irish too ;) but yeaa that shud be about it surprisingly.