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May 18, 2008 22:45

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So I have a detention. Whatever, I guess I deserve it desu. However, I'm afraid it won't stop me from stealing desu.

Please do not take me wrong; it's not disregard for the rules or lack of respect for the authorities. It's just... I really can't help it desu. Most of the time I don't even know I've stolen something until it's already happened; in such cases, I always make an effort to return such possessions to their owners if only possible. And when I am aware of stealing, any resistance on my part tends to be futile; oftentimes I literally cannot stop my hands, however much I wish.

I assure you I'm not doing this for fun, much less for profit. I mean, what would I do with an assortment of stationery when I already have everything I need? As you may already know, this is a typical characteristic of my... condition desu. Stealing even when there is no possible need or use for the object stolen. I just can't help it. It's either take it or go crazy with the anxiety. You may guess which I value more, my sanity or the rightful location of a single tennis ball desu.

I just... feel so helpless, sometimes desu...
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