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for the first time in a long time, i feel like i can finally hop back in the driver's seat and take the wheel - get back in control of my life. i went to my weekly sunday night AA meeting and i saw Andy. i havent seen the kid in months, and he looks great. he's doing really well and he'll be back home for good in about a month. i love him so much and it makes me so happy to see how much he's changed and how willing he is to stay sober and help himself. of course, its not something that anyone can do alone and i will always be here for him. and that goes for all of you, too. i know i havent been around much lately, but i want to try and change that. i want you all to feel comfortable talking to me about anything.
what i was getting at originally, though, was something totally different.
seeing andy, and this AA meeting in particular, for some reason had a large effect on my thoughts. something in my head clicked and i finally understood everything i had been confused about.
i dont know how exactly to go about this, but im working on it.
and it feels great.
~carpe diem.
what i was getting at originally, though, was something totally different.
seeing andy, and this AA meeting in particular, for some reason had a large effect on my thoughts. something in my head clicked and i finally understood everything i had been confused about.
i dont know how exactly to go about this, but im working on it.
and it feels great.
~carpe diem.