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Oct 19, 2004 22:54

never until now have i taken the time to step outside myself and watch from a third person perspective.

even now i'm not sure i did it correctly.

but who's to say whats right and wrong? i mean after all, these are only my opinions and technically i'm the only judge of that.

i encountered numerous eccentricities about myself tonite:

~i am an extremely self-centered person. i never thought so, and to my knowledge no one has complained of me being a prick... but tonite i noticed that if someone asks me to do something, and i cant immediately picture a result that has a benefit in it for me, i get defensive and ask myself, "why couldnt (s)he have asked so-and-so to do it? why me?"

when in reality i should just realize that, sadly, the world does not revolve around me and that it wouldnt hurt to help someone out every once in a while.

i really wish i had more time -
i had a master plan to drive up to Mt. Bonnell tonite after work and watch the stars for a while, but my time management sucks.

enjoy the horizon, while you can.

~Vinvin
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