vic has left the building

[lostcravings]

ok vic if you read this, i don't agree with what you are doing and what you are doing to my pants!!! read my xanga, i clearly state that what you are doing to your TRUE friends is horrible. we care so much about you, but im like the only one who believes we should let you figure it out and not confront you about it. i don't like you haning out in

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[6pretty_toys]

will you take the pants i got for christmas. because i have no money.

thanks.

how do you even know about this situation. i don;t know how anybody found out. and i don't really care.

um.....could you please erase this. it's bit incriminating.

you're not saying anything that i havnt heard from everyone else i know.
the reason me and alex aren't as close as we are is not what you or her think. it's not because people with "more money" came along. how fucking materialistic and superficial do you think i am? i've never been that way, and will never be.

neither of you know the people i know in edmond, norman, midwest city, oklahoma city. you don't see us interact and you don't know about the thigns that have happened in the past 3 months. they're not responsible for me "doing drugs". they help me on levels that some of my older friends can't. sometimes it's because they're older themselves, and other times it's because they've experienced the same things i have and none of you have. this isn't meant to sound condascending, but some people (who still mean a lot to me) don't have enough life experience (by no fault of their own) to help me with the thigns i nees help with.

don't bring george into this? wtf! he offered his help, because like it or not he cares about me too! he's not judgmental, nor is he critical or any of the other things that my some of my friends are, and therefore he'd more fit to help me than they are.

you may think you know all the facts. alex may think she's got it all figured out, but neither of you know anyting about this. you think this all starting and is continuing simply on a whim? you're sadly mistaken. i don't think you'd understand or care if i explained it. i won't explain it. you've taken me to be a typical teen, troubled and whatnot. crying myself to sleep. putting on an act and making myself sad for the sake of being sad. but that's not me. i don't do things for attention, which is why you shoudl have known nothing about this. you don't know what's been going on further than what you've been told, and i'm not becoming some sort of socially dependent acceptance addict. know who is though? look in the mirror.