POem!
All In My Mind
All in my mind, I can find whats leaving me in this state,
My mind isn’t working right, and my body doesn’t function.
I stand here alone and I can’t figure out why I was born.
Everything is beginning to spin, and I can’t hold to anything.
It’s so hard for me to look at myself and it’s so easy to ignore myself.
The sun falling torwards me, the moon drifting further away, I stand
In the middle of the universe, confused.
Fearing my emotions and desperately looking for the darkened light.
Hoping the next stream of anger will come out to haunt me.
My body is distracting the pieces fallen from the sky.
I see things without questioning why? Gladly to see that I’m no longer insane.
Cracking down to find the right place for my state of mind.
Lunging into my stomach I see the blood dripping from my hands.
The spear penetrating my body and blood gushes out.
My eyes begin to dim, my body feels cold.
I don’t know what I’m feeling, am I dying or is this fake?
I fall to the ground motionless, I look up to find the light shining upon me.
I close my eyes and find myself in the arms of eternity. I don’t know what
Just happened, because it was all in my mind.
By: Leonard Ieyasu Payne
7-14-01
All in my mind, I can find whats leaving me in this state,
My mind isn’t working right, and my body doesn’t function.
I stand here alone and I can’t figure out why I was born.
Everything is beginning to spin, and I can’t hold to anything.
It’s so hard for me to look at myself and it’s so easy to ignore myself.
The sun falling torwards me, the moon drifting further away, I stand
In the middle of the universe, confused.
Fearing my emotions and desperately looking for the darkened light.
Hoping the next stream of anger will come out to haunt me.
My body is distracting the pieces fallen from the sky.
I see things without questioning why? Gladly to see that I’m no longer insane.
Cracking down to find the right place for my state of mind.
Lunging into my stomach I see the blood dripping from my hands.
The spear penetrating my body and blood gushes out.
My eyes begin to dim, my body feels cold.
I don’t know what I’m feeling, am I dying or is this fake?
I fall to the ground motionless, I look up to find the light shining upon me.
I close my eyes and find myself in the arms of eternity. I don’t know what
Just happened, because it was all in my mind.
By: Leonard Ieyasu Payne
7-14-01