don't want to lose this, i like holding it

[lostconfound]

i dreamt about you last night the entire time, not the entire time, i also had to run away from work, very intense test of whether or not i'm faster than everyone and trixier than everyone in my building. but i did dream of you, spent time with your family, and some other people that seemed like they might be family, but i think they were just friends. it was around thanksgiving time, something was wrong about your normal strategy. i don't remember where you were going. i drove with you, but you drove first, and we spent a very long time shoulder to shoulder, the next person to drive was some guy. . . leighton? i'm not sure. i never once looked at you.

i fucking love the subconscious. it scares me.