no second hour...bored
So yeah, bored, so I decided to write in here. Right now, I am chillin in the library, listening to Bob Marley. It's so fuckin awesome being a senior, because seriously, all one needs is BS, and I have alot of. Not that I have been BSing the whole year thus far, but it's kinda nice knowing that it's almost impossible to get behind. My french class is awesome; I definately think it is easier for me to understand than spanish. Kurdziel's class is pretty awesome; we're going over 1984, and what a book it is. Lohman's class is cool, although Pride and Prejudice and Cry, The Beloved Country were whack...Not a fan of math this year...it can blow me.
Not having a car really isn't half bad because my friends take me places, I can get to school and back by a vehicle if i dont feel like walking. Walking is cool though..allows one time to think. I like my life how it is right now...how it feels to be content...if only band wasn't the way it is.
I think it was Wednesday..yeah, it was. We are working on setting forms and just sorta moving people all over the place and stuff...so of course everyone is just messing around. I am trying to fix forms because we were going to have a Invitational next Saturday, so me and very few others are trying to accomplish things, which is hard when no one else does. I was never so upset with the band or myself for participating in band...I wanted to quit...so as i stand in what is to be the form, my body just starts shaking. It's getting really bad, and my frustration is getting worse because the question, "Why do I put myself through this. I dont need this band half as fucking bad as they need me, so why deal with it?" I honestally have came to the conclusion that if we didn't have percussion and tubas, the band may be decent (NO offense Zahrt) To the hell with matching band....No more
So besides band, I'm happy. Who cares, right?
Not having a car really isn't half bad because my friends take me places, I can get to school and back by a vehicle if i dont feel like walking. Walking is cool though..allows one time to think. I like my life how it is right now...how it feels to be content...if only band wasn't the way it is.
I think it was Wednesday..yeah, it was. We are working on setting forms and just sorta moving people all over the place and stuff...so of course everyone is just messing around. I am trying to fix forms because we were going to have a Invitational next Saturday, so me and very few others are trying to accomplish things, which is hard when no one else does. I was never so upset with the band or myself for participating in band...I wanted to quit...so as i stand in what is to be the form, my body just starts shaking. It's getting really bad, and my frustration is getting worse because the question, "Why do I put myself through this. I dont need this band half as fucking bad as they need me, so why deal with it?" I honestally have came to the conclusion that if we didn't have percussion and tubas, the band may be decent (NO offense Zahrt) To the hell with matching band....No more
So besides band, I'm happy. Who cares, right?