"love what you love"-vincent van gogh
my name is marie.
(i feel acquainted to you as an old friend, dear journal.
perhaps you don't know me anymore.)
if i were a disney character, i would be snow white.
i would like to be as innocent as snow white is innocent.
i, too, would find comfort in seven little loving men.
(i would cook them chocolate cake. i would enjoy their working whistles.)
i, too, would trust the old lady in the forest.
(i would be hopeful in helping her. i like apples.)
i am snow white.
i have long coffee black hair, streams pouring down. Cream skin.
i have a love of almost three years. of togetherness.
but we have loved for four.
___he is a spirited chap. he makes me laugh. he is an artist.
___his eyes are my favorite color of green. almost avocado.
___there is a dent in his arm where my head fits. it is from all the hugs.
___i absolutely love him.
i have a best girl friend from college.
i have known her for less than a year.
______she is a french girl. aurore. named after sleeping beauty.
______she bats honey eyes. she has peach cheeks. she wants pink hair.
______her absolute love is anakin, whom i do not know.
we jumped fully clothed into a lake together.
there are others too. they are not forgotten, just not described.
bob dylan is my ultimate inspiration.
rod stewart. tom waits. the white stripes.
others.
john prine. mindy smith.
i love life.
i hope it is full of
passion happiness love peace moments forgiveness laughter spontaneity art joy
life
i have gypsy passion.
a lot of days with potential for joy.
a lot of love to give.
my deadly sins are gluttony and vanity.
they push each others buttons.
like two forces working against each other.
(to me, vanity is a desire to be accepted as good.)
(to me, gluttony is a desire, not necessarily fulfilled, to gorge oneself on chocolate cake, ice cream or other)
(i am fully aware that this entry is pointless.
i am also aware that livejournal dwindles.
but i persist. i need to post to feel reconnected.)
i love the color white. i love it for being pure.
i love the colors black / avocado green / magenta / grape / turquoise. i love them for being intense, passionate.
(i am also aware that the entry is inward looking. self-absorbed seemingly, perhaps.
but it is my journal and i do not feel comfortable in telling other people's stories.
but that is part of mine.)
alas.
i have nothing else at the moment that is begging to be said.
-marie.
(i feel acquainted to you as an old friend, dear journal.
perhaps you don't know me anymore.)
if i were a disney character, i would be snow white.
i would like to be as innocent as snow white is innocent.
i, too, would find comfort in seven little loving men.
(i would cook them chocolate cake. i would enjoy their working whistles.)
i, too, would trust the old lady in the forest.
(i would be hopeful in helping her. i like apples.)
i am snow white.
i have long coffee black hair, streams pouring down. Cream skin.
i have a love of almost three years. of togetherness.
but we have loved for four.
___he is a spirited chap. he makes me laugh. he is an artist.
___his eyes are my favorite color of green. almost avocado.
___there is a dent in his arm where my head fits. it is from all the hugs.
___i absolutely love him.
i have a best girl friend from college.
i have known her for less than a year.
______she is a french girl. aurore. named after sleeping beauty.
______she bats honey eyes. she has peach cheeks. she wants pink hair.
______her absolute love is anakin, whom i do not know.
we jumped fully clothed into a lake together.
there are others too. they are not forgotten, just not described.
bob dylan is my ultimate inspiration.
rod stewart. tom waits. the white stripes.
others.
john prine. mindy smith.
i love life.
i hope it is full of
passion happiness love peace moments forgiveness laughter spontaneity art joy
life
i have gypsy passion.
a lot of days with potential for joy.
a lot of love to give.
my deadly sins are gluttony and vanity.
they push each others buttons.
like two forces working against each other.
(to me, vanity is a desire to be accepted as good.)
(to me, gluttony is a desire, not necessarily fulfilled, to gorge oneself on chocolate cake, ice cream or other)
(i am fully aware that this entry is pointless.
i am also aware that livejournal dwindles.
but i persist. i need to post to feel reconnected.)
i love the color white. i love it for being pure.
i love the colors black / avocado green / magenta / grape / turquoise. i love them for being intense, passionate.
(i am also aware that the entry is inward looking. self-absorbed seemingly, perhaps.
but it is my journal and i do not feel comfortable in telling other people's stories.
but that is part of mine.)
alas.
i have nothing else at the moment that is begging to be said.
-marie.