I wanna swallow the moon
I found this entry on a friend's Xanga. I thought it was beautiful. Not to go all sappy but it made me smile. And smiling is very important right now. We need to smile more, laugh more, and love more. So I thought I should share this:
"It just makes you laugh.
Not one of those laugh out loud sort of deals after someone just cracked an unbelievable jokes, but one of those times, for no reason, you just laugh. It doesn't matter what you're laughing for, you just feel the inevitable feeling to laugh.
And that's how love begins. When you see something that reminds you of someone. Maybe not of who they really are deep down inside, but from certain things you understand from them from being around them or them telling you something. You see it and you start laughing. You don't know how to take it. You see it and you begin laughing.
Love for me is laughing.
I may not even know I truely love that person, but I know once I feel it, the love is there. A movie, a song, snow, rain, football, anything. You see it happen in front of your eyes. Just like it happens in the movie, just without the inspiration in the music. It takes a while to notice everything. It all happens real slow.
The first thing you start to do is laughing, Can't believe what is really going on. You always think for some reason, they're is this unmistakenly fakeness in love. But love is laughing. With a hint of smile and the lost meaning in your brain. When your standing in the middle of a sidewalk, obstructing the way of people. They think you're crazy, you're just really laughing.
Who cares who you really are.
You find out how corny and childish you are when you fall in love. You stop noticing who you keep pretending to be. This grown man who loves sex, sports, fighting, all that however, thrown aside, just to get that one glance, when that one girl who you always laugh with, brings you that smile, and it doesn't matter who you are.
You truely become a jackass. You do anything impossible to keep that girl. You lie, cheat, and steal just to be with her. Whether it may hurt her later on, it doesn't matter. You want her for the right now, and will do anything for the later. You become foolish, waiting years after years, breaking other peoples hearts, just to have that one still inside of you.
Life is all about being a jackass, fallin in love and laughing."
Remember it...
I may complain a lot about everything that goes on. But in the end I still love my family. Tonight was one of the weirdest nights ever. My parents were fighting, and I came downstairs and I simply asked my mom if she would do me a favor. And she sat in the car with me, slightly intoxicated, while I drove to walmart to get some eggs. I wanted cookies. That's another type of love that you just can't replace. I'm so grateful that I have people who care enough that they don't mind going out with me at 8 at night just so I can feel a little better about my day.
"It just makes you laugh.
Not one of those laugh out loud sort of deals after someone just cracked an unbelievable jokes, but one of those times, for no reason, you just laugh. It doesn't matter what you're laughing for, you just feel the inevitable feeling to laugh.
And that's how love begins. When you see something that reminds you of someone. Maybe not of who they really are deep down inside, but from certain things you understand from them from being around them or them telling you something. You see it and you start laughing. You don't know how to take it. You see it and you begin laughing.
Love for me is laughing.
I may not even know I truely love that person, but I know once I feel it, the love is there. A movie, a song, snow, rain, football, anything. You see it happen in front of your eyes. Just like it happens in the movie, just without the inspiration in the music. It takes a while to notice everything. It all happens real slow.
The first thing you start to do is laughing, Can't believe what is really going on. You always think for some reason, they're is this unmistakenly fakeness in love. But love is laughing. With a hint of smile and the lost meaning in your brain. When your standing in the middle of a sidewalk, obstructing the way of people. They think you're crazy, you're just really laughing.
Who cares who you really are.
You find out how corny and childish you are when you fall in love. You stop noticing who you keep pretending to be. This grown man who loves sex, sports, fighting, all that however, thrown aside, just to get that one glance, when that one girl who you always laugh with, brings you that smile, and it doesn't matter who you are.
You truely become a jackass. You do anything impossible to keep that girl. You lie, cheat, and steal just to be with her. Whether it may hurt her later on, it doesn't matter. You want her for the right now, and will do anything for the later. You become foolish, waiting years after years, breaking other peoples hearts, just to have that one still inside of you.
Life is all about being a jackass, fallin in love and laughing."
Remember it...
I may complain a lot about everything that goes on. But in the end I still love my family. Tonight was one of the weirdest nights ever. My parents were fighting, and I came downstairs and I simply asked my mom if she would do me a favor. And she sat in the car with me, slightly intoxicated, while I drove to walmart to get some eggs. I wanted cookies. That's another type of love that you just can't replace. I'm so grateful that I have people who care enough that they don't mind going out with me at 8 at night just so I can feel a little better about my day.