My heart breaks a little more each time...
This whole distance thing is ripping me apart. My heart breaks a little more each time I get off the phone and I realize that tomorrow is yet another day that I'll be without you. The fact is that I'm not used to being alone. I'm used to being held and having affection in my life. "I love you" is like an everyday word now, but does it mean the same each time it's said. I feel like everything around me is moving and I'm just standing still. It's almost like my life is at a stand-still without you. Nothing seems to progress. Nothing seems worth it anymore. I feel so empty sometimes. I just don't know where this is leading. Where this road is going. When I'm going to find my destiny. I know this doesn't make much sense, but my thoughts never seem to make sense anymore.