sugar we're going down swinging

[lostcause3927]

actually thought about something

decided to make this a public entry
so hopefully "someone" will read this

why does it always take
me getting hurt
for me to realize what's wrong
sometimes i can just be so stubborn
not listen to people
and think i know what im talking about
then something happends
with random people
people i dont even know
and i could feel my worst
the truth is i know its probably not worth it
but there is something
that keeps me hanging on
i still cant see it
but i know its there
i am just so obvious
and i know the games he plays
but i just sit there
like a toy and play along
and no matter what happends
i am always just gonna be sitting here
waiting for something better to happen.