Mar 24, 2005 01:00
scarey
scarey
scarey
maybe not
prolly not
but when i was 12 i had this dream
not only was it a dream, but it was a weird thing where i was sleep walkin/talkin. i was in spain w/ my family n we dropped my oldest sister rosie off at the airport in madrid. we stayed at a hotel n me n my other sister isabel were sharin a room. i was havin this dream where i was talkin to god. weird, cause he was sittin beside me on the bed, n we were talkin, n i literally was sittin on my bed talkin. minus god. but i dreamt it. so we talked n i finally asked what the meanin of life was. he whispered it into my ear, n stood up n walked through the walls. i went to chase after him n started bangin on the wall beggin him to come back. my sister woke up n asked what i was doin. i told her god was just here n he was talkin to me, n he told me the meaning of life. my sister laughed n told me to go back to sleep, i was like "but... but..." n she was like sleep. so i did. the rest of my vacation my sister kept askin me what god told me, but i dont remember, i think he whispered it to me. but i dont think he actually did. i dont. maybe he told me that he really doesnt exist, n thats why i really stopped believin shortly after that. maybe. i dunno. sound strange? sound like an epiphany? who knows.... whatever
just sharing
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