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Oct 19, 2005 01:41

Some days I'll wake up and realize what the hell I'm doing here. Most days though, it's more of an "eh, whatever." Indifference is not a good thing, don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

Just finished a movie about Chess that was Rocky themed. Yeah, you read that right.

Jess and I are hanging out so goddam much it's making Shane jealous. And Tanya.

I really need to keep a journal to remember some of this crazy shit.

My mom is lonely and unsatisfied in life, and it kills me to live so far from her. I want to rescue her. She deserves so much better.

Amanda is moving to Paris in a week or so. Fell in love with a French guy, and decided to up and go. I'm jealous.

I don't know what I'm doing here. My bed is seven feet off the ground and I have zero privacy. It's like retarded boot camp.

I NEED a vacation/break from everything. Don't even know where I'd go. I just want to go there. I'd take Jess, and Jules, and Claire too.

Some people have the ability to make me enjoy life a little bit more. Some people have the ability to make me hate myself and who I am. I think I need both types of these people in my life, but I don't want to admit it.

I need some company. I essentially fell in love with the idea of a person, someone I've talked to once. That shit isn't normal. Blondes. Sigh.
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