Bruise Pristine
I'm really greatful to have a friend like Mitch. He really understands me.
I dont know what I would have done last night without him.
I think I failed one of my finals, hopefully I ace all the rest.
Oh well. Highschool. Nuff said.
I'm going last minute X-mas shopping today with Marci. Should be great fun. I miss her.
I dont want to be here right now.
I got a job but we cant find my social security card. This always happens. My parents dont trust me with it, so they never give me a copy and then they lose it. Tomorrow we are going to the social security office for the third time this year. Maybe they'll give me a copy now. But of course its my fault they cant find it. Grrr...
I was home probably a total of an hour and a half, maybe less, yesterday. When I got home from my place of employment at around 4ish my parents dragged me to the mall...which was pretty pointless since half of their reason for going was to buy some stuff for me. Hmmm... so I had to walk around all by my lonesome which was fine because I was looking for Marci's Xmas present.
But then...I saw a certain someone who just sent me into this whirlwind of emotion. Seeing this person made me react in a way I've never reacted before. I thought it might just be my imagination but I saw them again. I was trying so hard not to cry. I called Mitch. He helped but then he had to go.
When I found my parents they were mad at me for wanting to go home. We agreed that we were all hungry and since I was on the verge of tears I'd figure they'd offer to go to Panda Express, since its close. But, no my grandma wanted Red Lobster. It's very odd how my parents are so cheap most of the time but then they sporadically splurge on the most random things.
We ate, I got sick. My meal sucked. I called Marci. I wanted to puke. My parents then dragged me to Target. I begged to stay in the car but they made me go inside.
I told my parents that the one thing I want for Xmas above all things is the Dodgeball DVD and my grandma everytime she sees it says it is ridiculously priced so she wants to wait till its on sale...maybe after xmas. I try to point out that all newer DVDs are 19.99 pretty much everywhere you go. I dont think shes just saying that stuff to make it a bigger surprise when I unwrap it and see that she actually did get it because she not that type of person. I pretty much know all of my gifts because my parents are so bad at keeping things a secret. Hmmmm....
Echo got me Eighteen Visions and Underoath cds for Xmas. She let me have Eighteen Visions already so that her dad wouldnt find out she got two. I heart the Fat Man.
I dont know what to get my mom. Shes pregnant and I usually buy her clothes but now I'm clueless to her size. Grrrr....
I'm going to have a new baby brother and there is a debate on what to name it. My mom wants Kaden, I want Jericho. Any ideas?
I had a weird dream last night that consisted of cake, walmart, lindsay lohan, the eighteen visions cd, and marci.
I miss that marine kid.
I'm glad I have a job and dont have to be at home the whole break. Yay for me....
Love.Me.
I dont know what I would have done last night without him.
I think I failed one of my finals, hopefully I ace all the rest.
Oh well. Highschool. Nuff said.
I'm going last minute X-mas shopping today with Marci. Should be great fun. I miss her.
I dont want to be here right now.
I got a job but we cant find my social security card. This always happens. My parents dont trust me with it, so they never give me a copy and then they lose it. Tomorrow we are going to the social security office for the third time this year. Maybe they'll give me a copy now. But of course its my fault they cant find it. Grrr...
I was home probably a total of an hour and a half, maybe less, yesterday. When I got home from my place of employment at around 4ish my parents dragged me to the mall...which was pretty pointless since half of their reason for going was to buy some stuff for me. Hmmm... so I had to walk around all by my lonesome which was fine because I was looking for Marci's Xmas present.
But then...I saw a certain someone who just sent me into this whirlwind of emotion. Seeing this person made me react in a way I've never reacted before. I thought it might just be my imagination but I saw them again. I was trying so hard not to cry. I called Mitch. He helped but then he had to go.
When I found my parents they were mad at me for wanting to go home. We agreed that we were all hungry and since I was on the verge of tears I'd figure they'd offer to go to Panda Express, since its close. But, no my grandma wanted Red Lobster. It's very odd how my parents are so cheap most of the time but then they sporadically splurge on the most random things.
We ate, I got sick. My meal sucked. I called Marci. I wanted to puke. My parents then dragged me to Target. I begged to stay in the car but they made me go inside.
I told my parents that the one thing I want for Xmas above all things is the Dodgeball DVD and my grandma everytime she sees it says it is ridiculously priced so she wants to wait till its on sale...maybe after xmas. I try to point out that all newer DVDs are 19.99 pretty much everywhere you go. I dont think shes just saying that stuff to make it a bigger surprise when I unwrap it and see that she actually did get it because she not that type of person. I pretty much know all of my gifts because my parents are so bad at keeping things a secret. Hmmmm....
Echo got me Eighteen Visions and Underoath cds for Xmas. She let me have Eighteen Visions already so that her dad wouldnt find out she got two. I heart the Fat Man.
I dont know what to get my mom. Shes pregnant and I usually buy her clothes but now I'm clueless to her size. Grrrr....
I'm going to have a new baby brother and there is a debate on what to name it. My mom wants Kaden, I want Jericho. Any ideas?
I had a weird dream last night that consisted of cake, walmart, lindsay lohan, the eighteen visions cd, and marci.
I miss that marine kid.
I'm glad I have a job and dont have to be at home the whole break. Yay for me....
Love.Me.