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well noelle left and iam sad now,we talked about junior and richi the ass hole.my op. my emotions are like a roller coster really they are.i feel as if junior and i are ment to be.i can feel his pain when we are on the phone and when he trys to hide it.there have been so many times that ive held him in my arms that its like iam the man in the relationship.he understands how i feel about stupid things in life and he know when there is something on my mind as well when iam trying to hold them inside.for some fucking reason hes able to make me tell him things about my life that i never tell anyone about.and i mean anyone!! ive relized it but junior hasnt ones told me about his child hood.hes like a damn book thats just to hard for me to read.and that i need to find the right key to open his heart.well i mean ive opened it before but i wanna know the dreams that he has and that he fears in his life.its like hes an adventure that iam waiting to deal with.iam missing him so much that its killing me.i dont know what to do anymore.
love panda
xoxox
i miss you guys so much.
love panda
xoxox
i miss you guys so much.