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ive been bored out of my fucking mind.last nite i talk to one of my roomates from upstairs.i know that he is black.but talking to him for thee hours and like people and about all the problems in that were having made me feel really good about myself.and for the frist time that ive been in this apartment i have some one that i can call a friend.i enjoy the talks that we have and the bullshiting about people that we would love to bitch the shit out of.but behind that iam happy but not. its so fucking hard to explan.
i love cary sooo much but last nite my dream..... well like every dream that i have end up cumming true and i fear that something bad is going to happen.i just dont know what to do any more.
every morning that i wake up i feel older then i should feel.shit every time i look in the mirror i look like something has died inside.
i dont know any more....
i love cary sooo much but last nite my dream..... well like every dream that i have end up cumming true and i fear that something bad is going to happen.i just dont know what to do any more.
every morning that i wake up i feel older then i should feel.shit every time i look in the mirror i look like something has died inside.
i dont know any more....