[ Off the chest. ]
I feel loads better. I spoke to my Uncle fraggle_x today, and he said if worst comes to worst and I don't have anywhere to go, I can stay with him and underdark_drow. It's weird, you know. I met him probably about a month before I met my dad, but we're so much closer and he's so much easier for me to talk to.
Anyway. He has DSL [being teh intarweb n3rd and all] so I should be able to continue DJing and talking to you all and whatever else! And, if I -do- move in with him, Centrelink will HAVE to pay me because I wont be living with my parents anymore. AHAHAH. Suck to be YOU, Government!!
So.. after 48 hours of thorough suckage, thinks are looking slightly up. Also, I spent the better part of today at the Doctors [got medicine!] and traipsing around town in the rain [yep, that'll get me better soon!] handing in CV's to random places. Coxes bakery were like, "Oh my god you must be psychic!", cause they are putting an advertisement in tomorrows paper advertising a position.. and a couple of other places seemed pretty interested. So.. neh. We'll see.
Finally, I saw theawfulones working while I was in at Big W grabbing some groceries for dinner. Despite the fact that I fear for my life from her mighty scary girlfriend everytime I see her, I always have to smile and enjoy my time with her. She really is lovely and always has some interesting story to tell me and a huge hug whether I want it or not.
In conclusion, despite the fact that 24 hours ago I was very tempted by the razor on the windowsill in the shower, life isn't too bad. I mean, sure, there's a whole bunch of fucked up shit going on right now.. but family, and friends, are there for me. So I'll be okay. :)
Anyway. He has DSL [being teh intarweb n3rd and all] so I should be able to continue DJing and talking to you all and whatever else! And, if I -do- move in with him, Centrelink will HAVE to pay me because I wont be living with my parents anymore. AHAHAH. Suck to be YOU, Government!!
So.. after 48 hours of thorough suckage, thinks are looking slightly up. Also, I spent the better part of today at the Doctors [got medicine!] and traipsing around town in the rain [yep, that'll get me better soon!] handing in CV's to random places. Coxes bakery were like, "Oh my god you must be psychic!", cause they are putting an advertisement in tomorrows paper advertising a position.. and a couple of other places seemed pretty interested. So.. neh. We'll see.
Finally, I saw theawfulones working while I was in at Big W grabbing some groceries for dinner. Despite the fact that I fear for my life from her mighty scary girlfriend everytime I see her, I always have to smile and enjoy my time with her. She really is lovely and always has some interesting story to tell me and a huge hug whether I want it or not.
In conclusion, despite the fact that 24 hours ago I was very tempted by the razor on the windowsill in the shower, life isn't too bad. I mean, sure, there's a whole bunch of fucked up shit going on right now.. but family, and friends, are there for me. So I'll be okay. :)