sad
i'm not sure why.
i don't know if it was watching the futurama movie last night.
or the fact i was drinking bacardi razz + dr. pepper.
or if i'm listening to anberlin.
i am stuck. stuck in a rut.
all i want is to talk to him.
i thought this shit was done?
why the fuck am i missing him so badly?
i've come so god damn far.
i don't understand this.
i don't get why the warm weather makes me miss you so damn terribly.
i haven't seen you since June.
I haven't talked to you since December.
Emptiness is all i can feel
every time someone comes close to filling that emptiness
i back off
or they back off.
i need someone to glue me back together
i can only get so far on my own.
i'm tired of living like this
so up and down
so high one minute so depressed the next
there has to be a better way.
i don't know if it was watching the futurama movie last night.
or the fact i was drinking bacardi razz + dr. pepper.
or if i'm listening to anberlin.
i am stuck. stuck in a rut.
all i want is to talk to him.
i thought this shit was done?
why the fuck am i missing him so badly?
i've come so god damn far.
i don't understand this.
i don't get why the warm weather makes me miss you so damn terribly.
i haven't seen you since June.
I haven't talked to you since December.
Emptiness is all i can feel
every time someone comes close to filling that emptiness
i back off
or they back off.
i need someone to glue me back together
i can only get so far on my own.
i'm tired of living like this
so up and down
so high one minute so depressed the next
there has to be a better way.