psychic.
so i went to a psychic tonight with jill and kayla.. i'm going to write out everything i can remember.. then make comments on it either afterwards or tomorrow at some time.
i'm going in with bold writing now, making some comments..
She asked me 2 things before we started. when my birthday was, and if i wanted to hear both good and bad, i said my bday (11/4/1988, and yes i wanted to hear both)
She started off saying I would live a long, successful life. I'd have a strong life. I'd live to be about 84 years old. She said i'd have 3 visits to the hospital between now and then, and end up having surgery in my lower abdomen. She said she felt tightness in her chest and that I had anxiety which once debilitated my life but no longer affects me as much.
she pretty much hit the nail on the head with the anxiety thing. it destroyed me in HS and now it just pushes me so much harder in college. I can finally do the things i've always wanted to do, and feel free from anxieties and doubts.
She said I'd experience two proposals. The first one wouldn't work out due to family feuding it would cause. she said he's currently in my life and I know him. She said we come from different backgrounds/ up -bringings. The second would be who I will stay married to until I die. She said he'll be 2 years older than me.. a name with an M, Mark or Micheal. She said he'll have light eyes and be involved with business, like owning his own business. She said someone with a name started with S would introduce us. She said I'd have two kids, a girl then a boy close in age.. but completely opposite. she then said scratch that they'll be twins. she then asked if twins ran in my family (which they do on my dad's side) i told her yes.
i've heard the twins thing once before at a psychic. sort of interesting there. i've also heard the M name thing for my husband. I don't really hang out with anyone who's name starts with S however that would introduce him and I. and I also have no idea about the first proposal ordeal. anyone have a clue?
she then told me this summer is going to be hectic for me. i'll be jumping around from place to place, working a lot. 2 jobs she said. the current one i have and something else. she said i'd do something to better my career.
i want to go away with international student volunteers this summer.. maybe that's the stem of the hectic-ness. and that'd look pretty sweet on a resume.
she told me i'll get a degree, another degree, stop going to school, and then go back again for another degree. She told me i was a nurturing person who was good with children and adults. she said i'd be a nurse or go into counselling. she then said scratch that and i would be a counselor. she then asked what my area of study was, and i said psychology, she laughed and said i was taking the right courses.
i want to go to school, get my bachelors, get my masters.. take a break and travel. then go back for my Ph.D. I'm also a psych major who wants to do therapy.. funny huh?
she said i worry about money, and i shouldn't. she said i'll be fine, i just need to learn to value my money a little better than i do. she said she sees it coming in and out of my hands like water passing through my fingers.
sure who isn't worried about money? however i really am stressing about college. the money thing is separating me from my #1 school..
she told me i'd go to florida next fall and re-connect with someone in my past, someone i haven't spoken to in a long time.
i'm actually going to disney in november for my 21st birthday.. how weird is that?
she said my relationship with my father sucks . that he's distant and cold and doesn't know how to express his emotions. she said my mom worries a lot and is dealing with depression because the family isn't unit-- it's separated. she said my parents are together but not married, but were married.
this is true. couldn't be more true actually. especially with the parents are together and not married, eerie.
she said this time next year i wouldn't be living here. she said i'll go away to school but stay within the state of NJ.
hopefully that'll be tcnj<3
she said there's an old soul surrounding me and protecting me.. she said a grandma a great grandma then said the letter J and then said Jane.
my grams' name was Jane. It's nice to know she's always with me.
she said there was a man at work who would confuse me.. she said he's moody and his name starts with J also.
my managers name is Jamie, who's extremely moody.
She said to beware of a petite woman for she would cross me. and to watch who i trust and tell things to.
she asked who danny was. she said he'd get in an accident and hurt his leg. she said he would reach out to me for help and we'd become great friends but it would make a girl in his life jealous.
interesting because i know a few danny's..
she said there was a new friend in my life i was getting close to. who's name starts with J. she said she would become so close to me she'd be like a sister, and would be in my life forever.
i've gotten really close with a girl from OCC named Jill. We hang out a lot and have 3 classes together this semester. i tell her almost anything, and we get along pretty well. which is odd for me, because i hate girls.
she said there's someone who wanders through my mind and through my heart often. someone i never got closure from, that our relationship just ended abruptly. someone who hurt me and broke my trust. she said his name started with M, and then she said Matthew. she said he would come back into my life and apologize for how badly he hurt me. she said that he would try to fix things, and we would try to go back to how we were, but it wouldn't work because I would never fully trust him again, and he would leave my life forever. she said it'd be a full cycle all over.
matthew. fucking matthew. she said his name. i couldn't believe it. not just the letter M. she said MATTHEW. this made me break and cry. if he would apologize, that would mean the world to me. but i could never be with him again, as hard as it is for me to admit that.
she said when i care for someone i give them my all but once they break my trust i put up a wall and completely cut them out.
so true, most of the people i used to talk to know this.
she said i'm a perfectionist and won't start anything without knowing i could finish it 110%.
she said i had psychic powers myself, and i often know when things are going to happen. she said i should listen to that more, and pay attention more because i'm often right.
i often have dreams of things that happen later in the future. i also know the words to a song even if its the first time i'm hearing it.
she said wednesday and saturdays were my best days, and the third week of a month is when i accomplish most things.
she said my sibling would bring someone new into the family.. either by a wedding or having a baby boy.
i think that was everything
i'm going in with bold writing now, making some comments..
She asked me 2 things before we started. when my birthday was, and if i wanted to hear both good and bad, i said my bday (11/4/1988, and yes i wanted to hear both)
She started off saying I would live a long, successful life. I'd have a strong life. I'd live to be about 84 years old. She said i'd have 3 visits to the hospital between now and then, and end up having surgery in my lower abdomen. She said she felt tightness in her chest and that I had anxiety which once debilitated my life but no longer affects me as much.
she pretty much hit the nail on the head with the anxiety thing. it destroyed me in HS and now it just pushes me so much harder in college. I can finally do the things i've always wanted to do, and feel free from anxieties and doubts.
She said I'd experience two proposals. The first one wouldn't work out due to family feuding it would cause. she said he's currently in my life and I know him. She said we come from different backgrounds/ up -bringings. The second would be who I will stay married to until I die. She said he'll be 2 years older than me.. a name with an M, Mark or Micheal. She said he'll have light eyes and be involved with business, like owning his own business. She said someone with a name started with S would introduce us. She said I'd have two kids, a girl then a boy close in age.. but completely opposite. she then said scratch that they'll be twins. she then asked if twins ran in my family (which they do on my dad's side) i told her yes.
i've heard the twins thing once before at a psychic. sort of interesting there. i've also heard the M name thing for my husband. I don't really hang out with anyone who's name starts with S however that would introduce him and I. and I also have no idea about the first proposal ordeal. anyone have a clue?
she then told me this summer is going to be hectic for me. i'll be jumping around from place to place, working a lot. 2 jobs she said. the current one i have and something else. she said i'd do something to better my career.
i want to go away with international student volunteers this summer.. maybe that's the stem of the hectic-ness. and that'd look pretty sweet on a resume.
she told me i'll get a degree, another degree, stop going to school, and then go back again for another degree. She told me i was a nurturing person who was good with children and adults. she said i'd be a nurse or go into counselling. she then said scratch that and i would be a counselor. she then asked what my area of study was, and i said psychology, she laughed and said i was taking the right courses.
i want to go to school, get my bachelors, get my masters.. take a break and travel. then go back for my Ph.D. I'm also a psych major who wants to do therapy.. funny huh?
she said i worry about money, and i shouldn't. she said i'll be fine, i just need to learn to value my money a little better than i do. she said she sees it coming in and out of my hands like water passing through my fingers.
sure who isn't worried about money? however i really am stressing about college. the money thing is separating me from my #1 school..
she told me i'd go to florida next fall and re-connect with someone in my past, someone i haven't spoken to in a long time.
i'm actually going to disney in november for my 21st birthday.. how weird is that?
she said my relationship with my father sucks . that he's distant and cold and doesn't know how to express his emotions. she said my mom worries a lot and is dealing with depression because the family isn't unit-- it's separated. she said my parents are together but not married, but were married.
this is true. couldn't be more true actually. especially with the parents are together and not married, eerie.
she said this time next year i wouldn't be living here. she said i'll go away to school but stay within the state of NJ.
hopefully that'll be tcnj<3
she said there's an old soul surrounding me and protecting me.. she said a grandma a great grandma then said the letter J and then said Jane.
my grams' name was Jane. It's nice to know she's always with me.
she said there was a man at work who would confuse me.. she said he's moody and his name starts with J also.
my managers name is Jamie, who's extremely moody.
She said to beware of a petite woman for she would cross me. and to watch who i trust and tell things to.
she asked who danny was. she said he'd get in an accident and hurt his leg. she said he would reach out to me for help and we'd become great friends but it would make a girl in his life jealous.
interesting because i know a few danny's..
she said there was a new friend in my life i was getting close to. who's name starts with J. she said she would become so close to me she'd be like a sister, and would be in my life forever.
i've gotten really close with a girl from OCC named Jill. We hang out a lot and have 3 classes together this semester. i tell her almost anything, and we get along pretty well. which is odd for me, because i hate girls.
she said there's someone who wanders through my mind and through my heart often. someone i never got closure from, that our relationship just ended abruptly. someone who hurt me and broke my trust. she said his name started with M, and then she said Matthew. she said he would come back into my life and apologize for how badly he hurt me. she said that he would try to fix things, and we would try to go back to how we were, but it wouldn't work because I would never fully trust him again, and he would leave my life forever. she said it'd be a full cycle all over.
matthew. fucking matthew. she said his name. i couldn't believe it. not just the letter M. she said MATTHEW. this made me break and cry. if he would apologize, that would mean the world to me. but i could never be with him again, as hard as it is for me to admit that.
she said when i care for someone i give them my all but once they break my trust i put up a wall and completely cut them out.
so true, most of the people i used to talk to know this.
she said i'm a perfectionist and won't start anything without knowing i could finish it 110%.
she said i had psychic powers myself, and i often know when things are going to happen. she said i should listen to that more, and pay attention more because i'm often right.
i often have dreams of things that happen later in the future. i also know the words to a song even if its the first time i'm hearing it.
she said wednesday and saturdays were my best days, and the third week of a month is when i accomplish most things.
she said my sibling would bring someone new into the family.. either by a wedding or having a baby boy.
i think that was everything