You let me down, I said it, now I'm going down and you're not even around
I'm dying inside. I'm empty, I have no motivation. I'm lying to get out of doing the things I once loved. I've fallen backwards to Junior year all over again. My anxiety is awful, my depression is even worse. I'm broken without reason. I don't want to talk to any of my friends. I ignore their phone calls. I sleep all day and stay up all night. Everything is fucked up. Everything is wrong. I want it to go away but I don't even know here to start.