Jan 16, 2009 14:09
Things are not going as planned. I do not have any clue where I'll end up in the fall, I have no idea what I'm doing at work, and I feel the few people I enjoy hanging around slipping from me. I just, I don't know how to be honest, I don't know how to open up, and I sure as hell don't know much about myself. I'm stuck in a place I don't want to be stuck.
I want to run away and forget I ever was here. I was to find a new home, a new place to start all over. I want to say goodbye to everything and everyone I once believed in. I need to let go and I don't know how to. I am pathetic. You made me pathetic.
It's sad, I'd do anything to forget you, I wish I knew your secret.