Nov 21, 2008 14:49
I let you go.
The both of you.
You're both ridden from my mind from this day forward.
It's time to be Alley again and live life and feel the love that's all around me.
I talked to an old friend last night for close to 2.5 hours.
We haven't talked, like really talked, in 4 years +.
He's been through hell and back.
He's found Jesus.
He sounds happy.
It's ironic I've heard from him.
When I moved in with Char, talking to his mom made me want to go to church.
Now after talking to Marc and seeing where he is in his life, maybe it wouldn't be so bad.
Maybe my life is spiraling out of control because I don't have God in my life.
He prayed with me last night.
It was oddly comforting, though I was skeptical after all the pain he put me through.
Today is a new day, and I hope on this new twist in my life, I'll find happiness that will always be constant.