How to get Fucked over 101
Well people here it is word for word straight from JJ herself
"I've decided thats its better us to be apart, I know that i'll be lossing you forever but i'm prepared to take the risks.
I want to be with sarah."
So there we have it. 5 months in the toilet and not alot left of it.
i found out that what was said to my face and what was said to her friends were completly different and well. looks like ive been lied to the whole time.
I wasnt allowed to Hug any of my female friends, or talk to them on MSN. but at school she of coarse didnt defend me when they complained. i wasnt allowed to go out for more than a few hours on my 21st and even that i got in trouble for.
I COULDNT GO OUT TO A CLUB ON MY 21ST WITHOUT GETTING IN TROUBLE. you only get one of those and now its covered with the stench of how i was lied to, how i was betrayed and how its all been thrown back in my face.
and now im stuck to pick up whats left while her and sarah get to run off and play happily ever after. and i know this is cruel. but i hope it all turns to shit, i hope she realises what she left. and that after today unless somthing really drastic happens that its gone. i gave her a third chance after i said i wouldnt. but i did i put faith were it wasnt due, and well now i guess im reaping what ive sown. you put fertile seeds into salted earth and the damage seems inevitable.
but somthings just have to be lost the hard way. and i hope she gets this in return,
i hope she pays for this in spades. to know what its like to have somthing so invested in ripped away on a whim.
oh and last night at midnight she calls me over and kisses me, tells me she loves and tells me she needs time to think it all through. and has the ordasity to ask me if after she fucks up with sarah if we can go back out. how do you think that feels?
and well looks like she needed time allright, less than 16 hours later and 1 day at school its decided. that must have been some real heavy thinking.
so JJ if you ever regain the sanity i once knew. or if you ever really become the person you lied to make me believe you were, and fall in love with. then maybe. maybe ,you can make this right.
if anyone wants anymore info or to contact me. ill be by a lake somewere thinking about how much of an idiot i am.
"I've decided thats its better us to be apart, I know that i'll be lossing you forever but i'm prepared to take the risks.
I want to be with sarah."
So there we have it. 5 months in the toilet and not alot left of it.
i found out that what was said to my face and what was said to her friends were completly different and well. looks like ive been lied to the whole time.
I wasnt allowed to Hug any of my female friends, or talk to them on MSN. but at school she of coarse didnt defend me when they complained. i wasnt allowed to go out for more than a few hours on my 21st and even that i got in trouble for.
I COULDNT GO OUT TO A CLUB ON MY 21ST WITHOUT GETTING IN TROUBLE. you only get one of those and now its covered with the stench of how i was lied to, how i was betrayed and how its all been thrown back in my face.
and now im stuck to pick up whats left while her and sarah get to run off and play happily ever after. and i know this is cruel. but i hope it all turns to shit, i hope she realises what she left. and that after today unless somthing really drastic happens that its gone. i gave her a third chance after i said i wouldnt. but i did i put faith were it wasnt due, and well now i guess im reaping what ive sown. you put fertile seeds into salted earth and the damage seems inevitable.
but somthings just have to be lost the hard way. and i hope she gets this in return,
i hope she pays for this in spades. to know what its like to have somthing so invested in ripped away on a whim.
oh and last night at midnight she calls me over and kisses me, tells me she loves and tells me she needs time to think it all through. and has the ordasity to ask me if after she fucks up with sarah if we can go back out. how do you think that feels?
and well looks like she needed time allright, less than 16 hours later and 1 day at school its decided. that must have been some real heavy thinking.
so JJ if you ever regain the sanity i once knew. or if you ever really become the person you lied to make me believe you were, and fall in love with. then maybe. maybe ,you can make this right.
if anyone wants anymore info or to contact me. ill be by a lake somewere thinking about how much of an idiot i am.