Its All Over.
well its all over. JJ just broke up with me. looks like for good this time.
didnt matter what i said what i did, shes had enough.
i fell like a charater in a play, ive had my love taken away from me. but in this play, theres no evil which, no dragon to slay no curse to break. apparently i cant even blame myself. theres nothing left to say.
i did everything i could for her.
i made her happy, i kept her safe, i treated her like a lady and always respected her wishes. i dont know what else to do.
i dont have anything else to give and if i do id give it up to have her back.
i keep waiting for the phone to ring and to be asked back becuase after today, i cant garentee a tomorrow. i keep wanting this to just be a phase an emotional glitch.
but if this is it. ive lost it.
ive lost it all.
i dont know what to do, i dont know what to say so if anyones got any thoughts id love to hear them.
i keep thinking that JJ doesnt realise what shes giving up. that it will all click in and we can put this behind us.
but as things stand now im single again definetly not by choice. im unwanted by JJ and im lost in my own thoughts.
so to everyone else Happy valentines day. now to call the resturaunt and cancell the reservations.
i suppose i better cancel what i had planned for our 5th month aniversary too. i hope its returnable.
If anyone needs me im sitting at home.
Ox.
didnt matter what i said what i did, shes had enough.
i fell like a charater in a play, ive had my love taken away from me. but in this play, theres no evil which, no dragon to slay no curse to break. apparently i cant even blame myself. theres nothing left to say.
i did everything i could for her.
i made her happy, i kept her safe, i treated her like a lady and always respected her wishes. i dont know what else to do.
i dont have anything else to give and if i do id give it up to have her back.
i keep waiting for the phone to ring and to be asked back becuase after today, i cant garentee a tomorrow. i keep wanting this to just be a phase an emotional glitch.
but if this is it. ive lost it.
ive lost it all.
i dont know what to do, i dont know what to say so if anyones got any thoughts id love to hear them.
i keep thinking that JJ doesnt realise what shes giving up. that it will all click in and we can put this behind us.
but as things stand now im single again definetly not by choice. im unwanted by JJ and im lost in my own thoughts.
so to everyone else Happy valentines day. now to call the resturaunt and cancell the reservations.
i suppose i better cancel what i had planned for our 5th month aniversary too. i hope its returnable.
If anyone needs me im sitting at home.
Ox.