wow
I haven't updated this thing since January.. I read my last post and SO much has changed. I guess that's life. As of now, I am not with Randy anymore. He moved to Oregon about two months ago, we broke up in April. That was probably the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. Although we weren't together when he left, it was still hard to wake up everyday and know that the person you spent almost everyday with for almost two years is all the across the country. But things are getting better. I still talk to him from time to time. Everything happens for a reason. I love him, but I deserve better.
Recently my car got repossessed, because I was going through a shitty dealership. Go figure. I only had $1,300 left to pay on it, and then times were getting hard (Go economy!) so I didn't make a car payment for about a month. So I called them to let them know that I was sorry and that I'll try to pay them as soon as I could.. And the guy told me that I owed $3,000 still!?!?! Fuck that. I told them to come get it, because honestly, that car didn't do anything but give me problems the WHOLE time I had it. So, now I'm sharing a car with my mom again. It's cool. I don't really mind.
I've matured in so many ways. I haven't smoked a cigarette in almost two weeks, and I'm very proud of myself. My breathing is better, and I have lots of energy now. I cut back on sodas.. now I mostly drink tea, water, and juice. I'm going back to exercising. My mom's work has a gym and she has a key to it, so, I'm going to start working out there at night. And once it starts cooling off I'm going to start walking and jogging. I've also had a lot of dental problems lately.. with no dental insurance. It hasn't been too much fun. But we found a place downtown that's basically a free dental clinic. So, I plan on getting all of my teeth fixed and as soon as I get a job it's time to buy some whitening strips and a good toothbrush, lol. I just want to be pretty and healthy.
Right now I am jobless. I've been trying to figure out what I want out of life.. and just spending time with my family. Not so much my friends, because I don't know where they've gone. Most of them have moved. And I don't blame them. I'm getting out of Florida myself very soon.. when I get everything taken care of.
Alright, I am done with this novel.
Recently my car got repossessed, because I was going through a shitty dealership. Go figure. I only had $1,300 left to pay on it, and then times were getting hard (Go economy!) so I didn't make a car payment for about a month. So I called them to let them know that I was sorry and that I'll try to pay them as soon as I could.. And the guy told me that I owed $3,000 still!?!?! Fuck that. I told them to come get it, because honestly, that car didn't do anything but give me problems the WHOLE time I had it. So, now I'm sharing a car with my mom again. It's cool. I don't really mind.
I've matured in so many ways. I haven't smoked a cigarette in almost two weeks, and I'm very proud of myself. My breathing is better, and I have lots of energy now. I cut back on sodas.. now I mostly drink tea, water, and juice. I'm going back to exercising. My mom's work has a gym and she has a key to it, so, I'm going to start working out there at night. And once it starts cooling off I'm going to start walking and jogging. I've also had a lot of dental problems lately.. with no dental insurance. It hasn't been too much fun. But we found a place downtown that's basically a free dental clinic. So, I plan on getting all of my teeth fixed and as soon as I get a job it's time to buy some whitening strips and a good toothbrush, lol. I just want to be pretty and healthy.
Right now I am jobless. I've been trying to figure out what I want out of life.. and just spending time with my family. Not so much my friends, because I don't know where they've gone. Most of them have moved. And I don't blame them. I'm getting out of Florida myself very soon.. when I get everything taken care of.
Alright, I am done with this novel.