I'm an addict for dramatics I confuse the two for love
I hate this time of the year, it's great spending time with my wife and buying gifts for each other, that I love and her.
But winter is horrible reminder of regrets and bad things that have happen to me.
I'm always sick, I lost my mother, I always had break ups a few I super regret in winter.
When everything can go wrong it's in winter.
I'm also sad, I keep trying to reconnect with people I used to talk to, but I feel like a pest. Some of them haven't even responded to me.
Trying to make amends doesn't seem to work.
I also need to stop listening to taking back sunday. Reminds me of to many relationships and high school.
If only I had a time machine, like everyone says... but seriously I would change a lot of things.
Maybe in death we relive the same life over and over and are unaware. If that were true I would find a way to break the cycle, add something that wasn't there before. Maybe we do and this cycle is just what has to happen to me.
I really don't like this sickness though, I truly feel like I'm dying. I don't want to, which is ironic since when I first made this I didn't care if I did...
But winter is horrible reminder of regrets and bad things that have happen to me.
I'm always sick, I lost my mother, I always had break ups a few I super regret in winter.
When everything can go wrong it's in winter.
I'm also sad, I keep trying to reconnect with people I used to talk to, but I feel like a pest. Some of them haven't even responded to me.
Trying to make amends doesn't seem to work.
I also need to stop listening to taking back sunday. Reminds me of to many relationships and high school.
If only I had a time machine, like everyone says... but seriously I would change a lot of things.
Maybe in death we relive the same life over and over and are unaware. If that were true I would find a way to break the cycle, add something that wasn't there before. Maybe we do and this cycle is just what has to happen to me.
I really don't like this sickness though, I truly feel like I'm dying. I don't want to, which is ironic since when I first made this I didn't care if I did...